yeah,
I’m just talking shit
Ima need a extra pack a Trojans, all these bitches on my dick,
and, once you go to college it’s as easy as it gets,
to, open up your phone and bootycall a skeezy bitch,
but, enough about that,
I don’t need my girl to trip,
hear my song and think im out just boning every single chick,
I admit, every single situation doesn’t fit,
im in the hospital just visiting my flow, because its sick,
I don’t think its gonna make it,
tell the nurse to pull the plug,
got a vampire zombie flow,
eating flesh and drinking blood,
Rotting fist punchlines,
undead metaphors,
similes are mummified,
every line is igor,
The chorus is a monster,
it needs to feed more,
I’m all about panty shots,
can I see yours?
Sorry,
im perverted and you like it right?
acting stupid like I had a drink and someone spiked it right?
yeah, im kinda bossy, but we doing what you like tonight,
see I can be an ass, or be sweeter than some mike & ikes,
church. XD
11.12.09
Thankful
v_1
been a while since ive seen ya,
im getting sick of missing you,
feeling like a fever,
cough cough,
and you are my alleve,
whenever you’re around I really feel like I can breathe, girl,
you deliver my relief,
you know I stay stressed and im barely getting weed,
so if it aint the green, it’s the pink im in love with,
take a dose of either and my problems will be done with,
you’re a part of my escape in this cold world,
I know a lot of people thinking you’re a cold girl,
but they don’t see the warmth inside,
you only get one life,
and im along for the ride,
so im thankful
v_2
I love you like my videogames, and..
I don’t really stop thinking bout those,
I love it when you’re wearing those sandals,
you got the prettiest little toes,
You accept that im different
So bet that if your heart was a prize id win it,
you make me feel strong like Popeye’s spinach
provide another can and I’ll top my limits,
So we’re going into overdrive,
I was a deadbeat now im feeling so alive,
The dark clouds started breaking into open skies,
I tossed our love out the plane, I hope it flies,
you can see my sincerity,
other girls cant come close, not barely,
I hope you know there are places I wanna take you
how happy I could make you,
I just wanna thank you,
been a while since ive seen ya,
im getting sick of missing you,
feeling like a fever,
cough cough,
and you are my alleve,
whenever you’re around I really feel like I can breathe, girl,
you deliver my relief,
you know I stay stressed and im barely getting weed,
so if it aint the green, it’s the pink im in love with,
take a dose of either and my problems will be done with,
you’re a part of my escape in this cold world,
I know a lot of people thinking you’re a cold girl,
but they don’t see the warmth inside,
you only get one life,
and im along for the ride,
so im thankful
v_2
I love you like my videogames, and..
I don’t really stop thinking bout those,
I love it when you’re wearing those sandals,
you got the prettiest little toes,
You accept that im different
So bet that if your heart was a prize id win it,
you make me feel strong like Popeye’s spinach
provide another can and I’ll top my limits,
So we’re going into overdrive,
I was a deadbeat now im feeling so alive,
The dark clouds started breaking into open skies,
I tossed our love out the plane, I hope it flies,
you can see my sincerity,
other girls cant come close, not barely,
I hope you know there are places I wanna take you
how happy I could make you,
I just wanna thank you,
6.12.09
Manifesto
v_1
Well I guess I just arrived,
Im sharper with my entrance,
like im stepping on a knife
..been in 831 my whole life,
The cities that I’m reppin are the weapons of my pride,
Im the book that you read
when you need to succeed
motivational poster just believe,
and hopefully most of these poseurs duckin me,
just show that im sucker free,
Im making their knuckles bleed,
it hurts don’t it,
put on another bandage,
I love taking hits,
pass another knuckle sandwich,
I’m caught up in the moment,
so my life is just a candid,
If I told you what im about,
you wouldn’t understand it,
The biggest man on campus,
and still my feet don’t even stand 6,
A skinny kid with a bad kick,
and a heart, that’s deeper than the Atlantic,
The biggest man on campus,
and still my feet don’t even stand 6,
A skinny kid with a bad kick,
and a heart, that’s deeper than the Atlantic,
Chorus:
Damnit just know,
following dreams,
and assembling teams,
do it by any means,
thats my manifesto,
manifesto,
manifesto,
manifesto,
V-2
Im Focused on my arrival,
already American, im tryina be an idol
I flow cold, make you freeze like the 5-0
the psp is going wherever I go
yeah,
You see the knowledge in my essence,
Being heres a gift, so they’re acknowledging my presence,
Homie im a dog, I am not a womans best friend,
I want to do em right, but I keep coming out the left end,
uhuh
to the best of my ability,
I try to convince them to trust in my humility,
but inside, theyre getting caught up in the jealousy,
I find it hard to believe in what they’re telling me,
A lone soul,
im always gonna be that,
when times get hard,
I got a question, where da weed at,
you aint an animal, show me where your teeth at
watch A minor make his lifeline B-flat,
Well I guess I just arrived,
Im sharper with my entrance,
like im stepping on a knife
..been in 831 my whole life,
The cities that I’m reppin are the weapons of my pride,
Im the book that you read
when you need to succeed
motivational poster just believe,
and hopefully most of these poseurs duckin me,
just show that im sucker free,
Im making their knuckles bleed,
it hurts don’t it,
put on another bandage,
I love taking hits,
pass another knuckle sandwich,
I’m caught up in the moment,
so my life is just a candid,
If I told you what im about,
you wouldn’t understand it,
The biggest man on campus,
and still my feet don’t even stand 6,
A skinny kid with a bad kick,
and a heart, that’s deeper than the Atlantic,
The biggest man on campus,
and still my feet don’t even stand 6,
A skinny kid with a bad kick,
and a heart, that’s deeper than the Atlantic,
Chorus:
Damnit just know,
following dreams,
and assembling teams,
do it by any means,
thats my manifesto,
manifesto,
manifesto,
manifesto,
V-2
Im Focused on my arrival,
already American, im tryina be an idol
I flow cold, make you freeze like the 5-0
the psp is going wherever I go
yeah,
You see the knowledge in my essence,
Being heres a gift, so they’re acknowledging my presence,
Homie im a dog, I am not a womans best friend,
I want to do em right, but I keep coming out the left end,
uhuh
to the best of my ability,
I try to convince them to trust in my humility,
but inside, theyre getting caught up in the jealousy,
I find it hard to believe in what they’re telling me,
A lone soul,
im always gonna be that,
when times get hard,
I got a question, where da weed at,
you aint an animal, show me where your teeth at
watch A minor make his lifeline B-flat,
28.11.09
won more time. freeverse
Won more time
v.1
Stepped in the room,
watch the whole demeanor of your set get in tuned,
wait til the Bacardi and the shweps get into him,
welcome to my area, the section of doom,
I don’t really think you can make it here,
Horror movie terry, Imma make you fear,
Raps so heavy I can break the meter,
punchlines hard enough to break your ear,
haaaa haaa,
step into zone nigga,
I guarantee you get broken like a bone nigga,
Im on a mission to get everything I want nigga,
I Sound alien, invading every home nigga,
You rap stale, I rap refreshing,
you’re getting cut off like bad reception,
My flow spreads like a bad infection,
I am the hip hop hall moniter,
putting wack rappers in mass detention,
hooo,
what do ya’ll think about that,
sounds like ya’ll don’t even think when yall rap,
you need to put a foot in your mouth,
can somebody show me where the sneaker box’s at?
damn that was dope,
gimme more dap,
ima knock it out the park dude,
gimme your bat,
call me lil slugger,
got you paranoid
v.1
Stepped in the room,
watch the whole demeanor of your set get in tuned,
wait til the Bacardi and the shweps get into him,
welcome to my area, the section of doom,
I don’t really think you can make it here,
Horror movie terry, Imma make you fear,
Raps so heavy I can break the meter,
punchlines hard enough to break your ear,
haaaa haaa,
step into zone nigga,
I guarantee you get broken like a bone nigga,
Im on a mission to get everything I want nigga,
I Sound alien, invading every home nigga,
You rap stale, I rap refreshing,
you’re getting cut off like bad reception,
My flow spreads like a bad infection,
I am the hip hop hall moniter,
putting wack rappers in mass detention,
hooo,
what do ya’ll think about that,
sounds like ya’ll don’t even think when yall rap,
you need to put a foot in your mouth,
can somebody show me where the sneaker box’s at?
damn that was dope,
gimme more dap,
ima knock it out the park dude,
gimme your bat,
call me lil slugger,
got you paranoid
Primo raps
v_1
Have a listen, dude,
im spittin primo raps,
Smoking weed to get higher than when an Eagle flaps,
Can you tell my skills br00tal like medieval traps
And your shit is pretty much, adding a C to rap
take a look at me,
you can tell im something strange,
a bunch a dickheads, coming outta they fucking brains,
A bunch of wannabe liars saying theyre up for change
But they aint straying their path, theyre staying stuck in lanes,
A shyguy, cant say I aint timid
but ima bring the sickness like the first thanksgiving,
going against me must mean that you hate living,
cuz im killer when I spit.
snake venom,
v_2
Bookshelf full of Japanese comics,
Every beat I touch turns gold,
king midas,
When I say Id CRUSH your flow,
im being modest,
Soft ass rapper,
emcee Cotton,
lets be honest, I’m the dopest rapper here,
my flows burning like its entering the atmosphere,
I’m super lazy, so I need a fucking rap career,
You’ll only see me at the top, im a chandelier,
im so official I blow whistles at the referee,
Do I look like stairs my n1gga, don’t try and step to me,
you know my weaponry,
it be that pad pencil,
lyrical sex offender,
raping the instrumental.
Have a listen, dude,
im spittin primo raps,
Smoking weed to get higher than when an Eagle flaps,
Can you tell my skills br00tal like medieval traps
And your shit is pretty much, adding a C to rap
take a look at me,
you can tell im something strange,
a bunch a dickheads, coming outta they fucking brains,
A bunch of wannabe liars saying theyre up for change
But they aint straying their path, theyre staying stuck in lanes,
A shyguy, cant say I aint timid
but ima bring the sickness like the first thanksgiving,
going against me must mean that you hate living,
cuz im killer when I spit.
snake venom,
v_2
Bookshelf full of Japanese comics,
Every beat I touch turns gold,
king midas,
When I say Id CRUSH your flow,
im being modest,
Soft ass rapper,
emcee Cotton,
lets be honest, I’m the dopest rapper here,
my flows burning like its entering the atmosphere,
I’m super lazy, so I need a fucking rap career,
You’ll only see me at the top, im a chandelier,
im so official I blow whistles at the referee,
Do I look like stairs my n1gga, don’t try and step to me,
you know my weaponry,
it be that pad pencil,
lyrical sex offender,
raping the instrumental.
26.10.09
making my return.
blogspot pwns tumblr in character and feel. tumblr feels too superficial. be back soon.
i missed you blogspot.
i missed you blogspot.
28.9.09
Freak of nature
I'm a freak of nature, its not okay to fucking stare,
i fell in love with a girl, who just doesnt care,
i had an unimaginary friend who wasnt there,
dont try and grill me bro, im staying fucking rare,
I dont really understand why im this way,
or why the girls in my life say that miss rei,
Before i rapped, aint nobody wanna kiss rei,
This shit here's got my mindstate in dismay,
oh my, here come's Solo,
talkin bout his troubles,
feeling captured like a photo,
oh no, time to smash you beatles like I'm Yoko,
now wasnt that funny? maybe? so,so.
i fell in love with a girl, who just doesnt care,
i had an unimaginary friend who wasnt there,
dont try and grill me bro, im staying fucking rare,
I dont really understand why im this way,
or why the girls in my life say that miss rei,
Before i rapped, aint nobody wanna kiss rei,
This shit here's got my mindstate in dismay,
oh my, here come's Solo,
talkin bout his troubles,
feeling captured like a photo,
oh no, time to smash you beatles like I'm Yoko,
now wasnt that funny? maybe? so,so.
13.8.09
V_1
I keep a girl on my hip like a pokeball,
when i say im a nerd, im not jokin y'all,
I hold a mic the same way that kobe holds a ball,
no withdrawal no holding back, because im pwning yall,
here's a shovel start digging a ditch,
jump in, and start refilling it quick,
because my only competition's illegitimate pricks,
who're really fake, but they swear to be as real as it gets,
pause
ha ha ha, kamehame ha ha ha,
this super saiyan aint eatin' like ramadan
see y'all braggin about your trips to the club,
well me id brag about my days spent in comicon,
ive never been, but i have been to fanime,
eating pocky, drinking soda, watching anime,
dragonball z's dope, something that i had to say,
left the convention center with my trophies and my accolades,
maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayne
I keep a girl on my hip like a pokeball,
when i say im a nerd, im not jokin y'all,
I hold a mic the same way that kobe holds a ball,
no withdrawal no holding back, because im pwning yall,
here's a shovel start digging a ditch,
jump in, and start refilling it quick,
because my only competition's illegitimate pricks,
who're really fake, but they swear to be as real as it gets,
pause
ha ha ha, kamehame ha ha ha,
this super saiyan aint eatin' like ramadan
see y'all braggin about your trips to the club,
well me id brag about my days spent in comicon,
ive never been, but i have been to fanime,
eating pocky, drinking soda, watching anime,
dragonball z's dope, something that i had to say,
left the convention center with my trophies and my accolades,
maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayne
12.8.09
i had a girl round my neck like my messenger bag,
we split now she realized what a blessing she had,
but fuck her, ill make the world remember my ass,
til then, all im worried about is getting to class,
i like money, all im worried about is getting it fast,
but im too lazy for the fuck you pay me,
And i cant do shit, but do great things,
im an individual so fuck you hating,
to my fans, im sorry that i keep you waiting,
i shoulda dropped a mixtape, but i keep pacing,
i take my time,
to recreate my grind,
no lipstick on my brain,
could make up my mind,
why am i so indecisive,
straight out the womb,
then we go in to life with,
no experience,
little to no guidance,
but still, im reaching for the gold like Midas,
yeah.
we split now she realized what a blessing she had,
but fuck her, ill make the world remember my ass,
til then, all im worried about is getting to class,
i like money, all im worried about is getting it fast,
but im too lazy for the fuck you pay me,
And i cant do shit, but do great things,
im an individual so fuck you hating,
to my fans, im sorry that i keep you waiting,
i shoulda dropped a mixtape, but i keep pacing,
i take my time,
to recreate my grind,
no lipstick on my brain,
could make up my mind,
why am i so indecisive,
straight out the womb,
then we go in to life with,
no experience,
little to no guidance,
but still, im reaching for the gold like Midas,
yeah.
30.7.09
Let me have it all
sometimes i think,
I could be like jesus and save the worlds sin
or i could be like bowser, and steal your girlfriend
the whirlwind in my brain has twirled into a flame
the girl yelling my name's the one endearing the fame
and im infatuated with being a lame, the uncool kid
turned to a cool kid, a problem child, the one you shouldnt fool with
but you do, shit, what could he do? trip?
get mad?
isnt he the nerd who just randomly gets sad?
manic depressant, stuck in his stagnant progression,
victim of standard aggressions, he could relax and accept it,
but, nah
he'd rather fight it out,
but what is he to do when there's nothing to fight about?
doubt,
injected in every thought in his head,
remember back, when he thought he was dead
but im alive now.
I could be like jesus and save the worlds sin
or i could be like bowser, and steal your girlfriend
the whirlwind in my brain has twirled into a flame
the girl yelling my name's the one endearing the fame
and im infatuated with being a lame, the uncool kid
turned to a cool kid, a problem child, the one you shouldnt fool with
but you do, shit, what could he do? trip?
get mad?
isnt he the nerd who just randomly gets sad?
manic depressant, stuck in his stagnant progression,
victim of standard aggressions, he could relax and accept it,
but, nah
he'd rather fight it out,
but what is he to do when there's nothing to fight about?
doubt,
injected in every thought in his head,
remember back, when he thought he was dead
but im alive now.
28.7.09
righteous musconduct
Update.
Django is here. Rei is reserved for my fembot. (miss you babe)
Anyway, I always let anime characters determine how i handle situations.
thats what django personifies. For now, everyones gonna get my insane library of anime inspired behaviors. I am uncool. and i MEAN it when i say im a geek.
not like those poseurs with glasses that think that qualifies them to be geeks.
anyway!
im going to try and keep my mind occupied >:3
Django is here. Rei is reserved for my fembot. (miss you babe)
Anyway, I always let anime characters determine how i handle situations.
thats what django personifies. For now, everyones gonna get my insane library of anime inspired behaviors. I am uncool. and i MEAN it when i say im a geek.
not like those poseurs with glasses that think that qualifies them to be geeks.
anyway!
im going to try and keep my mind occupied >:3
23.7.09
update today
im a sucker.
i miss Misaki already. it hasnt even been 24 hours :\
i feel terrible. i should sonic the hedgehog right now and bury myself in music.
i need to release a mixtape anyway.
People are still deluding themselves with religion, and people are still finding security in the wrong places.
Im losing my need to be just. i just dont care anymore. im gonna live to make MYSELF happy.
ftw usually means for the win when i say it.
but today. Fuck the world.
i miss Misaki already. it hasnt even been 24 hours :\
i feel terrible. i should sonic the hedgehog right now and bury myself in music.
i need to release a mixtape anyway.
People are still deluding themselves with religion, and people are still finding security in the wrong places.
Im losing my need to be just. i just dont care anymore. im gonna live to make MYSELF happy.
ftw usually means for the win when i say it.
but today. Fuck the world.
18.7.09
i'll be seeing you.
now this is the session
im bout to do a little tongue flexing,
if you like it then respect it
if you dont then it's expected
dont expect to be accepted
when im steppin in the entrance
now, arent i the coolest dude you know?
I'm like a retarded river with my stupid flow,
ya'll be spitting hot lies, but the truth is cold,
And i've been STUCK on chill, truth be told
But on the real, can you tell me what you're thinking dawg?
You cant feel me, like i cut your fuckin fingers off?
You must be smoking on a tree, AND the stinking log
Cuz on a muthafuckin beat, im a freaking hog,
like a pig in a thong on a stripper pole,
And this's a Django song if ya didnt know,
and the wait goes on,
the wait's so long,
im glad that you'd wait so long
v_2
im bout to do a little tongue flexing,
if you like it then respect it
if you dont then it's expected
dont expect to be accepted
when im steppin in the entrance
now, arent i the coolest dude you know?
I'm like a retarded river with my stupid flow,
ya'll be spitting hot lies, but the truth is cold,
And i've been STUCK on chill, truth be told
But on the real, can you tell me what you're thinking dawg?
You cant feel me, like i cut your fuckin fingers off?
You must be smoking on a tree, AND the stinking log
Cuz on a muthafuckin beat, im a freaking hog,
like a pig in a thong on a stripper pole,
And this's a Django song if ya didnt know,
and the wait goes on,
the wait's so long,
im glad that you'd wait so long
v_2
17.7.09
being birthed once more.
today I am reborn.
I am who i was yesterday.
yet, i am not.
with every new day, i become more.
more conscious, more tactful, more hungry for life.
Valisari is my new family.
Together we face the world.
alone, we face ourselves.
I am now, Django of the Valisari.
Django, out.
I am who i was yesterday.
yet, i am not.
with every new day, i become more.
more conscious, more tactful, more hungry for life.
Valisari is my new family.
Together we face the world.
alone, we face ourselves.
I am now, Django of the Valisari.
Django, out.
14.7.09
day light
i live a life of amazing, impenetrable shields of light :]
I am the man who will surpass god. that statement alone scares some people. those individuals, or (sheep) just fail to understand. though i am misunderstood, i am not unhappy. Although all of us want to be understood, a part of us wants to be difficult to comprehend. Life is full of contradictions, but thats what makes things interesting.
but yeah, im trying to be a bodyguard(Yojimbo anyone?) if you need a protector i am willing to bargain salary and content of pay. trust me. it will be worth it.
peace and love,
Django out.
I am the man who will surpass god. that statement alone scares some people. those individuals, or (sheep) just fail to understand. though i am misunderstood, i am not unhappy. Although all of us want to be understood, a part of us wants to be difficult to comprehend. Life is full of contradictions, but thats what makes things interesting.
but yeah, im trying to be a bodyguard(Yojimbo anyone?) if you need a protector i am willing to bargain salary and content of pay. trust me. it will be worth it.
peace and love,
Django out.
13.7.09
broke your momentum
where am i going?
I honestly dont think thats a valid question.
it doesnt really matter as long as im alive.
the man who will surpass god needn't trouble himself with trivial thoughts.
thoughts that you many many mere mortals have.
(this new keyboard is freaking 1337)
i feel like i can type amillie words a second.
lately ive been remaining stagnant. just spending my days enjoying myself.
but not moving forward at all.
i need to apply for work.
i cant fund my hobbies of my parents money drops.
that drop rate is zetta low.
this is rei, signing out.
peace and love.
I honestly dont think thats a valid question.
it doesnt really matter as long as im alive.
the man who will surpass god needn't trouble himself with trivial thoughts.
thoughts that you many many mere mortals have.
(this new keyboard is freaking 1337)
i feel like i can type amillie words a second.
lately ive been remaining stagnant. just spending my days enjoying myself.
but not moving forward at all.
i need to apply for work.
i cant fund my hobbies of my parents money drops.
that drop rate is zetta low.
this is rei, signing out.
peace and love.
10.7.09
stagnant progression
Right now, im in a state of Stagnant Progression.
Im not going anywhere, but I still seem to be improving.
Nothing i say is set in stone, for I like to improve upon everything as much as i can.
I enjoy optimization.
more on that never.
im spending some overdue time in cyberspace. I missed it.
i dont have anything particular to blog about.
other than im working on my lowQ ep
peace and love
Im not going anywhere, but I still seem to be improving.
Nothing i say is set in stone, for I like to improve upon everything as much as i can.
I enjoy optimization.
more on that never.
im spending some overdue time in cyberspace. I missed it.
i dont have anything particular to blog about.
other than im working on my lowQ ep
peace and love
5.7.09
i have been neglecting you
sorry blog.
anyway, i have not been spending much time in cyberspace lately. But i will return to you soon enough, for you are my home and i love you :)
anyway, i have a girlfriend now, and she is aw3som3. I also think its hilarious how many girls give me attention once im off the "Available" list. im not talking to you sarra, you always gave me attention :)
its also fun to watch there reactions to what i tell them about said girlfriend. ahha hmmmm, blablabla religious disputes with fernanHO. uhhhh, i just wanna write a rap right now, so i will see you around.
all 5 of you.(haha)
^_^
anyway, i have not been spending much time in cyberspace lately. But i will return to you soon enough, for you are my home and i love you :)
anyway, i have a girlfriend now, and she is aw3som3. I also think its hilarious how many girls give me attention once im off the "Available" list. im not talking to you sarra, you always gave me attention :)
its also fun to watch there reactions to what i tell them about said girlfriend. ahha hmmmm, blablabla religious disputes with fernanHO. uhhhh, i just wanna write a rap right now, so i will see you around.
all 5 of you.(haha)
^_^
27.6.09
Jeezy Punkerton!?
This megaman is back with a Vengeance.
lets see what i can think up >:o
(jeezy hamilton beat)
./
well, I guess this is the introduction,
im tryin to keep it clean, id be damned if a n1gga's cussing,
whatever i messed it up, im clever with just enough,
creative and innovative ways to say it in a statement,
my mind state is darker than a blackout in a basement,
advanced placement, relative to my brains location,
but you dont understand, I got other plans,
i wont bite the hand that feeds me, ill just bite the other hand,
I am like no other man, truly, and honestly,
every god on top of mount Olympus couldnt conquer me
military powers try to conquer all the eye can see,
making me conform to your ways, but im just me,
the very first Punk-rapper this is punk-rap
The nerd with an attitude's tryna punk rap
hahaaa,
now aint that an easy task though,
i know your thinking im an ass hole
but you can call me(Jeezy punkerton)
V_2
yeah, my names rei, whattup b1tch,
the only nerd that you know not to fuck with,
whats up with, every rapper wanting diamonds and sh1t
they're just rocks man, im more concerned with rhyming and sh1t
i am legit, you can try and find a fake bone,
you little lame-ass n1ggas shoulda stayed home,
cuz my game is just that, my game
give me a year to make the people shout my name,
the only reason that you're here, is because i came,
so picture me up at the top, like a high frame,
Not Picasso, my tongue is the paint brush,
a dab of red to make your girlfriend straight blush,
a single smile to make your girlfriend straight crush,
and one kiss to make her girlfriends hate, us.
jealousy, you jealous of me?
well lets just see, i just wonder what the hell it could be
is it cuz im(call me jeezy punkerton)
lets see what i can think up >:o
(jeezy hamilton beat)
./
well, I guess this is the introduction,
im tryin to keep it clean, id be damned if a n1gga's cussing,
whatever i messed it up, im clever with just enough,
creative and innovative ways to say it in a statement,
my mind state is darker than a blackout in a basement,
advanced placement, relative to my brains location,
but you dont understand, I got other plans,
i wont bite the hand that feeds me, ill just bite the other hand,
I am like no other man, truly, and honestly,
every god on top of mount Olympus couldnt conquer me
military powers try to conquer all the eye can see,
making me conform to your ways, but im just me,
the very first Punk-rapper this is punk-rap
The nerd with an attitude's tryna punk rap
hahaaa,
now aint that an easy task though,
i know your thinking im an ass hole
but you can call me(Jeezy punkerton)
V_2
yeah, my names rei, whattup b1tch,
the only nerd that you know not to fuck with,
whats up with, every rapper wanting diamonds and sh1t
they're just rocks man, im more concerned with rhyming and sh1t
i am legit, you can try and find a fake bone,
you little lame-ass n1ggas shoulda stayed home,
cuz my game is just that, my game
give me a year to make the people shout my name,
the only reason that you're here, is because i came,
so picture me up at the top, like a high frame,
Not Picasso, my tongue is the paint brush,
a dab of red to make your girlfriend straight blush,
a single smile to make your girlfriend straight crush,
and one kiss to make her girlfriends hate, us.
jealousy, you jealous of me?
well lets just see, i just wonder what the hell it could be
is it cuz im(call me jeezy punkerton)
26.6.09
MEGAMERGE
I'm gonna get on my OP shit.
Fuck this. im not taking advantage of my ability enough. Thanks to a little word of encouragement from My n1nja noid, I know what im capable of. and im gonna share. expect some dope shit. fuck that, EXPECT SOME MEGAMAN SHIT. I gotta punk you non-punks. haha thats right im a punk. and youre a mountain climber. fighting your way to the top. but youre really not doing much else. for me, its just an easy jump.
./Rei, out.
Fuck this. im not taking advantage of my ability enough. Thanks to a little word of encouragement from My n1nja noid, I know what im capable of. and im gonna share. expect some dope shit. fuck that, EXPECT SOME MEGAMAN SHIT. I gotta punk you non-punks. haha thats right im a punk. and youre a mountain climber. fighting your way to the top. but youre really not doing much else. for me, its just an easy jump.
./Rei, out.
24.6.09
at last
I saw Laura today :)
we walked around her painfully small town for a while. and she bought a soda for herself haha. im broke sadly hahah ;] She is cute :0 she put her head on my shoulder :}
im gonna gush a bit more.....(reminisces)
okay im done for the time being.
./
./
Well, my being a megaman seems to help me be at optimal performance. My url hasnt changed people. im still the man who will surpass god.(im gonna post a blog on just how i plan to achieve that feat)
hmmm. that is all, im gonna record a little snippet of a song for the public. maybe
we walked around her painfully small town for a while. and she bought a soda for herself haha. im broke sadly hahah ;] She is cute :0 she put her head on my shoulder :}
im gonna gush a bit more.....(reminisces)
okay im done for the time being.
./
./
Well, my being a megaman seems to help me be at optimal performance. My url hasnt changed people. im still the man who will surpass god.(im gonna post a blog on just how i plan to achieve that feat)
hmmm. that is all, im gonna record a little snippet of a song for the public. maybe
Big toys
hahah Young LA is dope.
well, This megaman has taken up a new mission.
Expose and eliminate poseurs.
LETS GO!
well, This megaman has taken up a new mission.
Expose and eliminate poseurs.
LETS GO!
21.6.09
fell like im falling when i finally found my calling
verse_1/.
They tell me pull up my pants
will smith told me parents just don't understand
i wanna be like luffy, i could be a rubber man
so i could bounce back, when things don't go as planned
damnnnnnnn.
I'm not the one to try and fit in
but part of me just wants y'all to listen
my written is nice
call a girl up, just to let her know im tryna do some lickin' tonight
sorry im a perv, i'll get what i deserve,
at least you know im honest and i'm meaning every word
my heart is full of courage, enough to face the truth
was running from myself til I fell up out my shoes,
now im sittin on the ground, looking at the sky
watching something smile down, with its pretty blue eyes
I'm feeling real glad, but i dont why,
am I falling in love with a brand new life?
yeah, and I fell like im falling when i finally found my calling in life
and i just hope im doin it right.
v_2./
I just gotta crack a smile
kinda funny how I havent done it in a while
i got my own style, so the girlies like to look
I know they probably thinking im the coolest in the book
when it comes to books, i like japanese manga
if you're calling me a dork, then here comes the middle finger
and imma let it linger, floating in the air
never that n1gga, cuz i really dont care :)
lalaaa,
dont be thinking your a better better man,
just cuz im a geek, and my favorite game is megaman
cuz i can do your girl better than someone with seven hands
yeah im the big headed nerd you could never stand
never understand, you dont get it,
probably because you dont listen.
^_^
./Rei, out.
They tell me pull up my pants
will smith told me parents just don't understand
i wanna be like luffy, i could be a rubber man
so i could bounce back, when things don't go as planned
damnnnnnnn.
I'm not the one to try and fit in
but part of me just wants y'all to listen
my written is nice
call a girl up, just to let her know im tryna do some lickin' tonight
sorry im a perv, i'll get what i deserve,
at least you know im honest and i'm meaning every word
my heart is full of courage, enough to face the truth
was running from myself til I fell up out my shoes,
now im sittin on the ground, looking at the sky
watching something smile down, with its pretty blue eyes
I'm feeling real glad, but i dont why,
am I falling in love with a brand new life?
yeah, and I fell like im falling when i finally found my calling in life
and i just hope im doin it right.
v_2./
I just gotta crack a smile
kinda funny how I havent done it in a while
i got my own style, so the girlies like to look
I know they probably thinking im the coolest in the book
when it comes to books, i like japanese manga
if you're calling me a dork, then here comes the middle finger
and imma let it linger, floating in the air
never that n1gga, cuz i really dont care :)
lalaaa,
dont be thinking your a better better man,
just cuz im a geek, and my favorite game is megaman
cuz i can do your girl better than someone with seven hands
yeah im the big headed nerd you could never stand
never understand, you dont get it,
probably because you dont listen.
^_^
./Rei, out.
20.6.09
Rei is a megaman.
i will write my manifesto soon.
about why im a megaman and how it relates to my life, and why i love it so much.
serious stuff people. (to me)
my head hurts a bit.
why are girls giving me attention NOW that im talking to someone? Interesting as it may be, im a loyal megaman and they have no chance. I wish the gentlemen in me wasn't so powerful. I just want every attractive girl i meet. But i fully understand the importance of that ONE girl. Just acknowledge the fact that i face temptation just like everyone else, only my willpower is unrivaled.
./
./
./
./
./
Okay, I want to read that .hack/ novel, justin let me borrow. ill get on that. I havent been playing megaman either. i dont want to beat it again! but im playing it on expert so i might not even get that far. I couldnt even beat the frkn mini boss. haah. squid lookin ass b1tch. i hate it. im a lame ass robo so far. i need to level up!
my life is pretty good right now. spending alot of time with my future roomate and my other n1njas. havent seen cody in too long though. i havent forgot about you bro ; ]
i have forgotten about those other two though. they did too much bad for me want their company anymore. i miss eileen ling and maile too haha. their like my second family. well, nah. thats not right. i like them more than a family. their just really cool people. more than a family :D
im off to do other stuff. like watch hentai.
./rei, out
about why im a megaman and how it relates to my life, and why i love it so much.
serious stuff people. (to me)
my head hurts a bit.
why are girls giving me attention NOW that im talking to someone? Interesting as it may be, im a loyal megaman and they have no chance. I wish the gentlemen in me wasn't so powerful. I just want every attractive girl i meet. But i fully understand the importance of that ONE girl. Just acknowledge the fact that i face temptation just like everyone else, only my willpower is unrivaled.
./
./
./
./
./
Okay, I want to read that .hack/ novel, justin let me borrow. ill get on that. I havent been playing megaman either. i dont want to beat it again! but im playing it on expert so i might not even get that far. I couldnt even beat the frkn mini boss. haah. squid lookin ass b1tch. i hate it. im a lame ass robo so far. i need to level up!
my life is pretty good right now. spending alot of time with my future roomate and my other n1njas. havent seen cody in too long though. i havent forgot about you bro ; ]
i have forgotten about those other two though. they did too much bad for me want their company anymore. i miss eileen ling and maile too haha. their like my second family. well, nah. thats not right. i like them more than a family. their just really cool people. more than a family :D
im off to do other stuff. like watch hentai.
./rei, out
who is super str8?
If youre super str8 then why don't you go put my song on your myspace profile?
haha help me get rich people.
i need expensive gaming and computer equipment!
:D
:D
:D
www.myspace.com/therobotsinthesky
the song is titled "super str8"
might be my first single. we'll see how its accepted by the populus.
;]
it is now in your hands
haha help me get rich people.
i need expensive gaming and computer equipment!
:D
:D
:D
www.myspace.com/therobotsinthesky
the song is titled "super str8"
might be my first single. we'll see how its accepted by the populus.
;]
it is now in your hands
19.6.09
cooled down. Iceman
Okay i trans'd to iceman now.
i was on my torchman sh1t. haha
i just needed to cool down.
people were just diggin at the cracks in my wall.
they're repairing as we speak.
im gonna OWN that megaman ish.
i need to play more but expert mode is a b1tch. ahaha
i need to be beast.
catch you guys later.
./rei, out
i was on my torchman sh1t. haha
i just needed to cool down.
people were just diggin at the cracks in my wall.
they're repairing as we speak.
im gonna OWN that megaman ish.
i need to play more but expert mode is a b1tch. ahaha
i need to be beast.
catch you guys later.
./rei, out
lunar knight
man.
MAN>!
MEGA
MEGA MAN
MEGAMAN
A-TRANS!!!
ugh.
i wish i didnt look to wishing to solve my problems.
(cryptic)
man. F*CK!
I'm tired of being around ignorance. i wish there was a god here to smite the evil and praise the good.
But that sh1t aint happening so I just have to be Strong. I have to be like megaman. adapting to every situation.
AND TO TOP IT OFF, WHERE THE FFFFFFFFFF******CK! IS CHARLES HAMILTON!?
I need that album!
im gonna shower.
im dirty as hell today.
and frustrated.
im teh only guardian i need.
REMEMBER THAT
./Rei, out
MAN>!
MEGA
MEGA MAN
MEGAMAN
A-TRANS!!!
ugh.
i wish i didnt look to wishing to solve my problems.
(cryptic)
man. F*CK!
I'm tired of being around ignorance. i wish there was a god here to smite the evil and praise the good.
But that sh1t aint happening so I just have to be Strong. I have to be like megaman. adapting to every situation.
AND TO TOP IT OFF, WHERE THE FFFFFFFFFF******CK! IS CHARLES HAMILTON!?
I need that album!
im gonna shower.
im dirty as hell today.
and frustrated.
im teh only guardian i need.
REMEMBER THAT
./Rei, out
18.6.09
see that im everywhere. shining down on you
lupe is amazing. wow. well since charles has disappeared. im gonna fall in love with lupe fiasco again. i havent heard anything new from dude for a while.
we are lasers is gonna be spectacular.
its gonna be MEGAMAN
im tired, and full of junk food. and funky. i need to wash clothes. and order new ones. i learned some new jerkin moves today :D
my n1njas and i stayed up til 6 a.m.inemornin! ridiculous.
i napped for a few hours but it got hot as hell.
i waited for my parents to leave before i got up because i didnt want to go to the beach with them. aaaaaaaaaaaahhh so hot todaaay.
we are lasers is gonna be spectacular.
its gonna be MEGAMAN
im tired, and full of junk food. and funky. i need to wash clothes. and order new ones. i learned some new jerkin moves today :D
my n1njas and i stayed up til 6 a.m.inemornin! ridiculous.
i napped for a few hours but it got hot as hell.
i waited for my parents to leave before i got up because i didnt want to go to the beach with them. aaaaaaaaaaaahhh so hot todaaay.
17.6.09
soaring through paradise when im closing my eyes
that camping trip kicked my 4ss.
okay. im good. im a bit tired, but im half zombie anyway ahaa. "listen good, I dont have nobooooody" ive been listening to/singing mr.solo dolo for the past 4 days or so ahah. it never gets old.
oh! i got Megaman ZX Advent back! I didnt get to play it much due to lack of sleep and camping. we returned a day early and i was excited because yesterday is when "This Perfect Life" was supposed to be released online for free dowload. but Charles hasnt blogged in forever or tweeted so his fan base is kinda in limbo. *yaaaaaaaaaawns*
man im a bit on the zombie side still.
man i wish zombies would take over for a week. thatd be bad ass. but then we realize it wasnt real....I dont know how that cld be possible but letting out frustrations on a horde of undead would be ideal for me.
I feel like i need a new photo representation. i wish i didnt hate taking pictures of myself! haha. oh well, its not too important.
Dragon Ball Jerks?!(jerkin' team anybody?) still in the early stages of development.
more later. i feel like i can blog a bit more today.
peace and love
okay. im good. im a bit tired, but im half zombie anyway ahaa. "listen good, I dont have nobooooody" ive been listening to/singing mr.solo dolo for the past 4 days or so ahah. it never gets old.
oh! i got Megaman ZX Advent back! I didnt get to play it much due to lack of sleep and camping. we returned a day early and i was excited because yesterday is when "This Perfect Life" was supposed to be released online for free dowload. but Charles hasnt blogged in forever or tweeted so his fan base is kinda in limbo. *yaaaaaaaaaawns*
man im a bit on the zombie side still.
man i wish zombies would take over for a week. thatd be bad ass. but then we realize it wasnt real....I dont know how that cld be possible but letting out frustrations on a horde of undead would be ideal for me.
I feel like i need a new photo representation. i wish i didnt hate taking pictures of myself! haha. oh well, its not too important.
Dragon Ball Jerks?!(jerkin' team anybody?) still in the early stages of development.
more later. i feel like i can blog a bit more today.
peace and love
14.6.09
Good bye i say. but not forever
camping trip. packing. wilderness. nature.
thats all beautiful and whatever, but i dont like the thought of being away from my tech for long. so im bringing my dsi, and phone. so what idgaf.
so! this week in my love life(newscaster voice)
A new challenger approaches!:A5_13_(hopefully no one deciphers this)
im talking to laura still. she's a good girl. might be a little naive. i mean being best friends with a scum bag? eeeeesh.(is stopping right now)
party last night was nice. on some revenge of the nerd's type sh1t. hahah me and my n1njas were jerkin like beasts. still need to work on it.
man, crystal was showing me love in person, but on an intellectual level, i aint gettin sh1t. I care about my girls, and she just isnt having it. I'm not about to give up on her just yet. i mean, i wanna know if she knows how it feels to have some REAL respect. I doubt you read this sh1t, but, if you happen to come by this, I told you i love you, not because im looking to date you, but because i want you to be happy, and i dont want you fucking around with any foul situations that could possibly be detrimental to your happiness. Real talk.
i feel like im just over alot of peoples heads.(zoom)
im not ready to touch down yet.
no, not quite yet.
-Rei, out
thats all beautiful and whatever, but i dont like the thought of being away from my tech for long. so im bringing my dsi, and phone. so what idgaf.
so! this week in my love life(newscaster voice)
A new challenger approaches!:A5_13_(hopefully no one deciphers this)
im talking to laura still. she's a good girl. might be a little naive. i mean being best friends with a scum bag? eeeeesh.(is stopping right now)
party last night was nice. on some revenge of the nerd's type sh1t. hahah me and my n1njas were jerkin like beasts. still need to work on it.
man, crystal was showing me love in person, but on an intellectual level, i aint gettin sh1t. I care about my girls, and she just isnt having it. I'm not about to give up on her just yet. i mean, i wanna know if she knows how it feels to have some REAL respect. I doubt you read this sh1t, but, if you happen to come by this, I told you i love you, not because im looking to date you, but because i want you to be happy, and i dont want you fucking around with any foul situations that could possibly be detrimental to your happiness. Real talk.
i feel like im just over alot of peoples heads.(zoom)
im not ready to touch down yet.
no, not quite yet.
-Rei, out
12.6.09
I can feel it between my fist
hey cyberspace. I'm just logging in to say i appreciate you. I am forever grateful for what you provide to me. happiness. a home. a medium of self expression. a way to keep in touch with my friends. and porn. i cant forget porn :D
okay, enough of my love affair with the internet. this is an update on my life.
They say that if you surround yourself with something you become it. for the past four months or so, i surrounded myself with dark thoughts, bitterness, and heartbreaking outlooks on things. i became an extremely emotional, intelligent, anti social human.
Now, i stand(technically. I'm actually sitting) a powerful, confident, and happy being. Back on my Black star sh1t. Hell, he went through the same thing in soul eater episode 30 something.Now I make my return, more blindingly powerful than ever >:]
lookoutworld.
Rei, out.
okay, enough of my love affair with the internet. this is an update on my life.
They say that if you surround yourself with something you become it. for the past four months or so, i surrounded myself with dark thoughts, bitterness, and heartbreaking outlooks on things. i became an extremely emotional, intelligent, anti social human.
Now, i stand(technically. I'm actually sitting) a powerful, confident, and happy being. Back on my Black star sh1t. Hell, he went through the same thing in soul eater episode 30 something.Now I make my return, more blindingly powerful than ever >:]
lookoutworld.
Rei, out.
11.6.09
super str8
I'm super str8, Super str8
man i'm feeling super great,
Baby come and chill with me and we can have a super date,
Super str8, super str8
man im feeling super great,
my homies wanna kick it, man we fin'a have a super day,
[chorus]
verse_1
mayne, you see the sun out the window
Im fin'a and go kick it, i put down my nintendo
i'm rollin in a volvo, but its feeling like a limo
And i really love my lungs, but im tryna get some indo
No i am not home, but you can hit my on my hip though
and yeah im smelling good, but really im the shit, so
you can keep on paying til my pockets do the hippo
you know i got that fire, i keep lighting like a zippo
YEAH, I'm Zetta freaking cool,
The hottest muthafucker graduating from his school
A rebel that just never payed attention to the rules
Yeah homie im a geek, but i never really lose
pink shades on my head, got me feeling really awesome
so far ahead of these n1ggas that i lost 'em
Things were getting good, its only getting better
I'm feeling like the 15th and 11th letter,
(OK)
[Chorus]
verse_2
Sir! Im the definition of super
you put your fans in a sleeper, i put my fans in a stupor
my raps are super hot, but i be chillin like a cooler
if your girly needs some brain, then im the one that could school her
ha, and she'll be laughing like "you nerd"
"do you really like me?" i be like "what have you heard?"
the truth right?
Im too nice,
look i got your girl shinin' wet, like a pool light,
i am not a vampire, baby but i do bite
i hit it til she's almost OUT like 2 strikes
everytime we hang, we tie that noose too tight
the sh1t that I WILL is the sh1t the you might
and thats a major deal breaker
im a real ninja
you're a real faker
man I WILL take her
[pause]
baby can I have your number,
when she put it in my phone, i was like Kawabunga!
(chorus)
man i'm feeling super great,
Baby come and chill with me and we can have a super date,
Super str8, super str8
man im feeling super great,
my homies wanna kick it, man we fin'a have a super day,
[chorus]
verse_1
mayne, you see the sun out the window
Im fin'a and go kick it, i put down my nintendo
i'm rollin in a volvo, but its feeling like a limo
And i really love my lungs, but im tryna get some indo
No i am not home, but you can hit my on my hip though
and yeah im smelling good, but really im the shit, so
you can keep on paying til my pockets do the hippo
you know i got that fire, i keep lighting like a zippo
YEAH, I'm Zetta freaking cool,
The hottest muthafucker graduating from his school
A rebel that just never payed attention to the rules
Yeah homie im a geek, but i never really lose
pink shades on my head, got me feeling really awesome
so far ahead of these n1ggas that i lost 'em
Things were getting good, its only getting better
I'm feeling like the 15th and 11th letter,
(OK)
[Chorus]
verse_2
Sir! Im the definition of super
you put your fans in a sleeper, i put my fans in a stupor
my raps are super hot, but i be chillin like a cooler
if your girly needs some brain, then im the one that could school her
ha, and she'll be laughing like "you nerd"
"do you really like me?" i be like "what have you heard?"
the truth right?
Im too nice,
look i got your girl shinin' wet, like a pool light,
i am not a vampire, baby but i do bite
i hit it til she's almost OUT like 2 strikes
everytime we hang, we tie that noose too tight
the sh1t that I WILL is the sh1t the you might
and thats a major deal breaker
im a real ninja
you're a real faker
man I WILL take her
[pause]
baby can I have your number,
when she put it in my phone, i was like Kawabunga!
(chorus)
Be happy, Be happy
Thank you ashifer :]
I really need to shorten that list of girls i truly care about. and put only the most deserving :] Or fuck it, who needs a list. this isnt a catalog.
I appreciate people who are there for me :]
Today i kicked it with Ashezzzz, and had fun. I needed a good time. I got to let some things out and she was there to listen. Easily one of my closest friends.
Gratitude +infinite!!!!!!!
Rei, out
I really need to shorten that list of girls i truly care about. and put only the most deserving :] Or fuck it, who needs a list. this isnt a catalog.
I appreciate people who are there for me :]
Today i kicked it with Ashezzzz, and had fun. I needed a good time. I got to let some things out and she was there to listen. Easily one of my closest friends.
Gratitude +infinite!!!!!!!
Rei, out
10.6.09
writing again
where's my hoody at, im trying to hide from the world
ear's bleeding from the cries of a girl
see the thoughts in my mind have just swirled, into a cyclone
mismatching every memory that ive known
im grown, but yet still weak as a kid
sometimes we wish we could relive,
every moment that passed us
every smile eclipsed, by the questions that you ask us
thats just
how fucking cookie's gotta crumble nowadays
none of my troubles will fade away, if i get paid
and thats "IF"
MORE insecurity
shouldering the burden of YOUR insecurity
Purity.
is what I strive for
I feel what everybody else feels, times four
I'm everybody else's shield, and my own sword
I'll help you all out, but what's MY soul for?
ear's bleeding from the cries of a girl
see the thoughts in my mind have just swirled, into a cyclone
mismatching every memory that ive known
im grown, but yet still weak as a kid
sometimes we wish we could relive,
every moment that passed us
every smile eclipsed, by the questions that you ask us
thats just
how fucking cookie's gotta crumble nowadays
none of my troubles will fade away, if i get paid
and thats "IF"
MORE insecurity
shouldering the burden of YOUR insecurity
Purity.
is what I strive for
I feel what everybody else feels, times four
I'm everybody else's shield, and my own sword
I'll help you all out, but what's MY soul for?
online notebook
admittedly, this blog is slowly becoming my music notebook. haha but what better way to get to know someone right?
i totally PWND a verse i did in a last song so i need to scrap it and re-write a first verse completely.
here i go.
I'm your worst nightmare, thats the truth right there
I'm well rounded
even though im quite square
i might dare to step up to the plate
with a spike-chained bat, thats the heaviest of weight
Swing that shit and knock the ball past the gates
watch it fly three miles and hit a rapper in the face
And thats what happens whenever i feel out of place
so if thats the case, then you should start to race,
The pace that you run? couldnt escape a slug
i could get you high, but you wouldnt take the drug
you brain is straight asleep, and im trying to wake it up
while i'm fighting with the beat, and youre trying to break it up
but you're only getting hurt like that man
My life is a maze, similar to pac-man
Only my ghosts are forever blue,
and if they ever try to come at me, I eat 'em
to hell with you.
!
!
!
fin fin :D
when should i record?
when my attention span allows.
byebye for now
i totally PWND a verse i did in a last song so i need to scrap it and re-write a first verse completely.
here i go.
I'm your worst nightmare, thats the truth right there
I'm well rounded
even though im quite square
i might dare to step up to the plate
with a spike-chained bat, thats the heaviest of weight
Swing that shit and knock the ball past the gates
watch it fly three miles and hit a rapper in the face
And thats what happens whenever i feel out of place
so if thats the case, then you should start to race,
The pace that you run? couldnt escape a slug
i could get you high, but you wouldnt take the drug
you brain is straight asleep, and im trying to wake it up
while i'm fighting with the beat, and youre trying to break it up
but you're only getting hurt like that man
My life is a maze, similar to pac-man
Only my ghosts are forever blue,
and if they ever try to come at me, I eat 'em
to hell with you.
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fin fin :D
when should i record?
when my attention span allows.
byebye for now
9.6.09
rivers in reverse
You remind me of the time im forgettin'
when i treated you just like a crime and committed
but you and i are sittin' in opposite directions
at this intersection ive been neglecting
now get to steppin, ive been respecting you and your choices
but im tired of hearing these voices.
so just let me be alone
just let me be at home, yeah i live on my computer
so when im in the digital world, there's nothing purer,
sure enough, I'm the next kid, to be blessed with this rap talent,
and my talent is excessive.
Dont ever let me catch you saying that i didnt love you
because every moment that passed i was thinking of you
"you" being my life and my experience,
im tryna break outta this cocoon and reappear again,
my whole life i was something that i wasn't,
but fuck it, that somebody was nothing.
Forever ill live with you,
forever i'll forget who you are,
V_2
when i treated you just like a crime and committed
but you and i are sittin' in opposite directions
at this intersection ive been neglecting
now get to steppin, ive been respecting you and your choices
but im tired of hearing these voices.
so just let me be alone
just let me be at home, yeah i live on my computer
so when im in the digital world, there's nothing purer,
sure enough, I'm the next kid, to be blessed with this rap talent,
and my talent is excessive.
Dont ever let me catch you saying that i didnt love you
because every moment that passed i was thinking of you
"you" being my life and my experience,
im tryna break outta this cocoon and reappear again,
my whole life i was something that i wasn't,
but fuck it, that somebody was nothing.
Forever ill live with you,
forever i'll forget who you are,
V_2
new verses for the universes
im writing to the "day & night" beat by kid cudi.
I play at night
the pinkest shades, they save me from the day light
i stray away from what i want to be
because sometimes i just dont wanna see
me.
way to go
way to go
honest, but i hate it though
i even love the girls who try to play me like the radio
nah. i dont want to ruin this song.
cudi did it best.
peace.
I play at night
the pinkest shades, they save me from the day light
i stray away from what i want to be
because sometimes i just dont wanna see
me.
way to go
way to go
honest, but i hate it though
i even love the girls who try to play me like the radio
nah. i dont want to ruin this song.
cudi did it best.
peace.
Solar emotions
Sunlight usually cheers me up.
I'm very in-tune with nature, so the weather has a heavy influence on my demeanor. nothings absolute, so its not sun=happy rain=sad. it goes much deeper than that.
just a little insight on the life of Rei.
I'm very in-tune with nature, so the weather has a heavy influence on my demeanor. nothings absolute, so its not sun=happy rain=sad. it goes much deeper than that.
just a little insight on the life of Rei.
8.6.09
Friendly reminder
I am a great person in my eyes. And to be Zetta(Zay-tuh) honest, my opinion is the only one that matters. (In my life) you should feel the same way about yourself.
I will say it a million times more, i know, i know ive said it plenty of times before, but I LOVE Girls/Ladies/Women.
I live my life in the hopes of helping women everywhere and helping men in order to help women through them. Not all guys are trash, but far too many of them are. I like to think i am the kindest, most caring guy out there. but some of that is eclipsed by my selfishness. The standards i hold for myself are zetta high, but thats how i shape myself. to gain optimal...whats the word? idk, im just trying to be the best person inhumanly possible.
Inhuman. ha. I'm just me. I'm a guardian and a defender of people.
oh, people that call extra affectionate girls sluts, whores and loose etc. you need to appreciate them. They are people. just like you. labeling them isnt the right option. I have no problem with them. people are the way they are. Just make sure they know that they are respected and appreciated. then maybe they would respect themselves more. or maybe they are just looking for something. and nobody fit the bill so far.
think for yourself people.
solo, out.
I will say it a million times more, i know, i know ive said it plenty of times before, but I LOVE Girls/Ladies/Women.
I live my life in the hopes of helping women everywhere and helping men in order to help women through them. Not all guys are trash, but far too many of them are. I like to think i am the kindest, most caring guy out there. but some of that is eclipsed by my selfishness. The standards i hold for myself are zetta high, but thats how i shape myself. to gain optimal...whats the word? idk, im just trying to be the best person inhumanly possible.
Inhuman. ha. I'm just me. I'm a guardian and a defender of people.
oh, people that call extra affectionate girls sluts, whores and loose etc. you need to appreciate them. They are people. just like you. labeling them isnt the right option. I have no problem with them. people are the way they are. Just make sure they know that they are respected and appreciated. then maybe they would respect themselves more. or maybe they are just looking for something. and nobody fit the bill so far.
think for yourself people.
solo, out.
I gotta Be by myself this time.
where da fems at?
im all for respecting women.
but i cannot express my love to many women if i have a girlfriend.
and if i dont have a girl, then im a player.
haha. but the difference is that i genuinely respect and appreciate each fem individually. I dont lie to them. I try my best to make them comfortable and happy :]
i have a detrimental softspot for girls. the sweeter the better.
in conclusion, for now im a free bird :]
im all for respecting women.
but i cannot express my love to many women if i have a girlfriend.
and if i dont have a girl, then im a player.
haha. but the difference is that i genuinely respect and appreciate each fem individually. I dont lie to them. I try my best to make them comfortable and happy :]
i have a detrimental softspot for girls. the sweeter the better.
in conclusion, for now im a free bird :]
First real day of summer
today was cool.
i will sum it up with a serious of words names and titles!
sober grad
dion
meika
justin
sai
cody
picture taken with them
gambling and competition
dancing like jerks
chrissi
caught up with the german exchange student
made plans
fish
watch her castle crumble and rebuild itself multiple times
exhaustion
walk home
shower
sleep
shower again
cereal
tetris
reache elite level
crystal wanted deadspace
walked all over town and back
recieved game
saw chocolate and sofia
walked to sofias
gave game to crystal
played game with crystal
watched her die
like2974398 times
left
ate
texted flea
shlda put that earlier
dragonica
leveld up twice
now a lv.15 warrior
got off
texted rachael
felt sad because she wasnt being treated well
tried to cheer her up
got miss me kiss me ringtone
talked to cody about a magic tournament
is going tomorrow
watched porn(dont care)
talked to nae for i will miss her and she is moving
she will be missed
then i posted this bulletin
on myspace
i am sleeping now.
until tomorrow
i will sum it up with a serious of words names and titles!
sober grad
dion
meika
justin
sai
cody
picture taken with them
gambling and competition
dancing like jerks
chrissi
caught up with the german exchange student
made plans
fish
watch her castle crumble and rebuild itself multiple times
exhaustion
walk home
shower
sleep
shower again
cereal
tetris
reache elite level
crystal wanted deadspace
walked all over town and back
recieved game
saw chocolate and sofia
walked to sofias
gave game to crystal
played game with crystal
watched her die
like2974398 times
left
ate
texted flea
shlda put that earlier
dragonica
leveld up twice
now a lv.15 warrior
got off
texted rachael
felt sad because she wasnt being treated well
tried to cheer her up
got miss me kiss me ringtone
talked to cody about a magic tournament
is going tomorrow
watched porn(dont care)
talked to nae for i will miss her and she is moving
she will be missed
then i posted this bulletin
on myspace
i am sleeping now.
until tomorrow
7.6.09
H stand for hooligan
sober grad was a good time.
Hypnosis anyone? I dont know how much of that sh1t was real, but it was entertaining.
dancing was cool, too. at the end they play "you a jerk" and me and my n1njas shut it down haah. straight ended the night with a Big Bang.
I'm gonna miss everyone. I'm sure i'll see a few of my friends but, not enough of them. My girls are a major part of what kept me sane all this time aha. i need females to be happy.not even a girlfriend. just a girl that i can hangout with and talk to. chill. someone worth protecting, and worth my time. i know a few and im grateful that i've met them :)
love you all, women of my life <3
well, today, im gonna recuperate. My energy levels are devastatingly low and in need of a recharge.
peace and love,
Django
Hypnosis anyone? I dont know how much of that sh1t was real, but it was entertaining.
dancing was cool, too. at the end they play "you a jerk" and me and my n1njas shut it down haah. straight ended the night with a Big Bang.
I'm gonna miss everyone. I'm sure i'll see a few of my friends but, not enough of them. My girls are a major part of what kept me sane all this time aha. i need females to be happy.not even a girlfriend. just a girl that i can hangout with and talk to. chill. someone worth protecting, and worth my time. i know a few and im grateful that i've met them :)
love you all, women of my life <3
well, today, im gonna recuperate. My energy levels are devastatingly low and in need of a recharge.
peace and love,
Django
4.6.09
the primitive afterbirth of rap research
sigh*
I feel reborn today. like, shonen jump manga series reborn. only im no hitman. (not yet) that would be magnificently bad ass. my love life is in a state of disarray :D
not in a bad way, but not good either. very neutral.
Yesterday i spent the night at Cody's. i kinda feel bad because i spent most of my time there watching movies w Maile. but he was hard at work trying to get monster hunter to play online only to find that the servers were shut down. FAIL
MY music project is coming along progressively (love is somethiiiiiinnnnng) So far i have three tracks definitely finished for the album. Solo is here to stay, no worries. Something just feels right about it.
I'm gonna go search for that leaked song removed from Charles Hamilton's album(This Perfect Life)
peace and love,
Solo Boy Django
I feel reborn today. like, shonen jump manga series reborn. only im no hitman. (not yet) that would be magnificently bad ass. my love life is in a state of disarray :D
not in a bad way, but not good either. very neutral.
Yesterday i spent the night at Cody's. i kinda feel bad because i spent most of my time there watching movies w Maile. but he was hard at work trying to get monster hunter to play online only to find that the servers were shut down. FAIL
MY music project is coming along progressively (love is somethiiiiiinnnnng) So far i have three tracks definitely finished for the album. Solo is here to stay, no worries. Something just feels right about it.
I'm gonna go search for that leaked song removed from Charles Hamilton's album(This Perfect Life)
peace and love,
Solo Boy Django
2.6.09
Ch did it. lemme try
im listening to a beat.
lets see.
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Solo, tryna infect your earlobes
say you have dope raps, but i dont hear those
no workin', I'm making music a career though
and I should set up a couple of career goals
like, i aint ever trying see a gold plaque
If it aint platinum, why the hell im 'gon rap?
so y'all could just continue on, selling y'all crap
im'a make a few good songs, chill and fall back
cuz im not really keen, to gassin up the fans
so you can say hi, and shake a couple hands
but really what you're worried 'bout is filling up the stands
So you can cop a chain, that costs a couple grand.
i cant be mad at that though,
cuz honestly, who doesnt want to have a cash flow?
I want the money for my anime and my games,
you want the money s'you can put some pretty rims on a Range, mayne.
END
this is a verse on the song i wrote titled Solo Boy Django.
hahah i actually wrote it right now. i like to type lyrics. its much easier and more fluid. haha adds to my digital lifestyle a bit. well, here's your sneak preview!
Solo Boy,
out.
(Ignore this,this is just a link for monster hunter)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nRsq7B9n1ZM&feature=PlayList&p=4CBF0A4CACCB2B6A&index=0
lets see.
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Solo, tryna infect your earlobes
say you have dope raps, but i dont hear those
no workin', I'm making music a career though
and I should set up a couple of career goals
like, i aint ever trying see a gold plaque
If it aint platinum, why the hell im 'gon rap?
so y'all could just continue on, selling y'all crap
im'a make a few good songs, chill and fall back
cuz im not really keen, to gassin up the fans
so you can say hi, and shake a couple hands
but really what you're worried 'bout is filling up the stands
So you can cop a chain, that costs a couple grand.
i cant be mad at that though,
cuz honestly, who doesnt want to have a cash flow?
I want the money for my anime and my games,
you want the money s'you can put some pretty rims on a Range, mayne.
END
this is a verse on the song i wrote titled Solo Boy Django.
hahah i actually wrote it right now. i like to type lyrics. its much easier and more fluid. haha adds to my digital lifestyle a bit. well, here's your sneak preview!
Solo Boy,
out.
(Ignore this,this is just a link for monster hunter)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nRsq7B9n1ZM&feature=PlayList&p=4CBF0A4CACCB2B6A&index=0
1.6.09
GhostX and other time eaters
Lets get the Poke'ball rolling! Yesterday was a COMPLETE time suck. Cody told me about a game called ghostX for the pc.(a free to play mmo) I downloaded it, and ended up playing for a good 8 hours or so. At about 10:30 p.m. I shut down my desktop and moved over to my laptop. from then on i played Jump ultimate stars on the DSi. I finished every mission with a perfect completion rating. By the time i achieved this, it was 2:40 a.m. after that, i went to sleep. today i woke up and watch the E3 microsoft spotlight from 10 to 1:30. They had some awesome stuff. dont feel like blogging right now so that is all.
Here are some pictures of my most recent obsessions
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GhostX how will you fare against my obsessiveness?
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I need to make my dream teams now
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Ive been digging for any info i can find on this
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Let's face it, I almost idolize this guy.
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Exteel! i need people to play with
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Basquash! this is dope.
okay, well this is all i have to display for now.
NO FUTURE
Here are some pictures of my most recent obsessions
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GhostX how will you fare against my obsessiveness?
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I need to make my dream teams now
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Ive been digging for any info i can find on this
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Let's face it, I almost idolize this guy.
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Exteel! i need people to play with
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Basquash! this is dope.
okay, well this is all i have to display for now.
NO FUTURE
30.5.09
Blazing the trail
Moshi moshi. I had to get up and close the door for this one.(i know, not so epic) I even prepared a playlist to listen to while I'm blogging. Lets get the poke'ball rolling. Well, quite frankly, im lost. I'm a thoughtful person(inwardly thoughtful) and I can only try and please myself. I don't think that it's wrong of me to be this way. Everyone should live for themselves. This is one of the messages i wish to spread across the vast and overly populated planet of ours through my music. This planet is OURS and i don't think it should be so difficult to travel about. Every human owns this earth equally. More accurately, the earth is providing a utopia for OUR lives. yet, we treat it as if it can be used and replaced with ease. What I'm getting at, I suppose, is that i am frustrated with the human race. Frustrated and disappointed. There is such a isotopically small population of people who actually live their lives in a true and pure way. I am one of them. I hope to lead by example. But its hard to do when the world is brainwashed by what is "cool" and blind homophobia.
First, I'll touch on the "cool" factor. Everybody knows that the youth are who shape our future. But we are the ones who shape the youth. And when they aren't getting their minds sucked of individuality and curiosity by religion and hatred, they are poisoned by their parents in other ways. Not to mention the brain pollutions known as drug abuse, alcohol abuse(which IS a drug), domestic abuse, among other despicable things. As if these things weren't harsh enough, the people of the world long so deeply to be accepted, that they choose to do whatever is "cool". If they feel cool, they will be content with whatever they do. Lupe fiasco launched his attack against this before and I am helping raise the torch once more. Being cool (being accepted) has disrupted the flow of peace and harmony in the world. which brings me to my hatred of gangs. I dont need to get into that now.
Next is homophobia. Homophobia is a profoundly misplaced mental error. The world is so obsessed with how other people live their lives, it is unsettling. The world wants to hate and fear and hurt, But I digress. People are so scared of things being considered homosexual, that they crucify things such as creativity and self expression just for being what they might see as "feminine" or "gay". Things that bare no indication of femininity whatsoever, such as colors. Pink is apparently a girls color. Flowers are girly. Bright colors are "gay" when worn by males. Tight jeans are for "fags". Showing emotions of distress, sadness, and open affection are considered to be gay as well, for women are the only people allowed to FEEL. Why are we so afraid of people who do things differently? I am not a homosexual. I do not love homosexuals. I don't hate homosexuals. I say these things because i hold the same standards for homosexuals that i hold for EVERY other group of people. I cant say i like a whole population or dislike them without meeting them individually. With that said, i don't love nor hate heterosexuals. To say such a thing is Purely ignorant. If i meet a gay person, and i enjoy their company or conversation, I will like that individual person. I can in no way judge an entire collection of thinking, feeling human beings based upon one experience or none at all. Spread love.
What I need you to do(you, being everyone living,breathing,eating etc.)is to think for YOURSELF. You inhabit YOUR OWN body. Do not allow outside influences to hinder your thoughts any longer. Dont be anything that you are not. You are all you have in this world.
This wonderful world.
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I feel like im giving this planet a bad rap. But these things are true. the world has great people. and terrible people. Those choosing to linger in between and remain in limbo are just as bad as those who are the bad guys of the world. if you do not condone it, fight it. And before you fight, make sure you have your morals in order.
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Just get your heads right.
Thanks for your time internet world.
Rei, out.
First, I'll touch on the "cool" factor. Everybody knows that the youth are who shape our future. But we are the ones who shape the youth. And when they aren't getting their minds sucked of individuality and curiosity by religion and hatred, they are poisoned by their parents in other ways. Not to mention the brain pollutions known as drug abuse, alcohol abuse(which IS a drug), domestic abuse, among other despicable things. As if these things weren't harsh enough, the people of the world long so deeply to be accepted, that they choose to do whatever is "cool". If they feel cool, they will be content with whatever they do. Lupe fiasco launched his attack against this before and I am helping raise the torch once more. Being cool (being accepted) has disrupted the flow of peace and harmony in the world. which brings me to my hatred of gangs. I dont need to get into that now.
Next is homophobia. Homophobia is a profoundly misplaced mental error. The world is so obsessed with how other people live their lives, it is unsettling. The world wants to hate and fear and hurt, But I digress. People are so scared of things being considered homosexual, that they crucify things such as creativity and self expression just for being what they might see as "feminine" or "gay". Things that bare no indication of femininity whatsoever, such as colors. Pink is apparently a girls color. Flowers are girly. Bright colors are "gay" when worn by males. Tight jeans are for "fags". Showing emotions of distress, sadness, and open affection are considered to be gay as well, for women are the only people allowed to FEEL. Why are we so afraid of people who do things differently? I am not a homosexual. I do not love homosexuals. I don't hate homosexuals. I say these things because i hold the same standards for homosexuals that i hold for EVERY other group of people. I cant say i like a whole population or dislike them without meeting them individually. With that said, i don't love nor hate heterosexuals. To say such a thing is Purely ignorant. If i meet a gay person, and i enjoy their company or conversation, I will like that individual person. I can in no way judge an entire collection of thinking, feeling human beings based upon one experience or none at all. Spread love.
What I need you to do(you, being everyone living,breathing,eating etc.)is to think for YOURSELF. You inhabit YOUR OWN body. Do not allow outside influences to hinder your thoughts any longer. Dont be anything that you are not. You are all you have in this world.
This wonderful world.
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I feel like im giving this planet a bad rap. But these things are true. the world has great people. and terrible people. Those choosing to linger in between and remain in limbo are just as bad as those who are the bad guys of the world. if you do not condone it, fight it. And before you fight, make sure you have your morals in order.
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Just get your heads right.
Thanks for your time internet world.
Rei, out.
29.5.09
Megamaniacal
usually, my titles have absolutely Zip to do with my subject matter.(keep that in mind) hahah
I officially finished high school yesterday. Feeling a little more free now. I'm at a bit of a loss for words at the moment. block cleared. okay! Today i will play Exteel. I reached level 10 yesterday :D I'm very proud of myself. I painted my mecha green, and got a new leg set for it. I'm going for speed and a light build. I swear that game is the bee's knees ahaha. Not quite a simulator, but there is enough customization to keep me feeling like I'm the pilot. My call ID:Vash001
I recorded the intro to my full length mix tape yesterday. I scrapped the old idea. It was a whimsical decision for the most part. The new intro is roughly two minutes long. a single verse and chorus, with a short talk with me. For a while i strayed away from being myself and tried to be more artsy and abstract. when my real art was there all along. I'm still nameless."My name is, well lets save that for later" haah.
I want to find something i can run with and be completely happy to have represent me.
Okay, well i'm gonna keep this short for no particular reason other than that i dont have much to talk about right now ^.^
Rei,out.
I officially finished high school yesterday. Feeling a little more free now. I'm at a bit of a loss for words at the moment. block cleared. okay! Today i will play Exteel. I reached level 10 yesterday :D I'm very proud of myself. I painted my mecha green, and got a new leg set for it. I'm going for speed and a light build. I swear that game is the bee's knees ahaha. Not quite a simulator, but there is enough customization to keep me feeling like I'm the pilot. My call ID:Vash001
I recorded the intro to my full length mix tape yesterday. I scrapped the old idea. It was a whimsical decision for the most part. The new intro is roughly two minutes long. a single verse and chorus, with a short talk with me. For a while i strayed away from being myself and tried to be more artsy and abstract. when my real art was there all along. I'm still nameless."My name is, well lets save that for later" haah.
I want to find something i can run with and be completely happy to have represent me.
Okay, well i'm gonna keep this short for no particular reason other than that i dont have much to talk about right now ^.^
Rei,out.
27.5.09
The good times are killing me
Modest mouse never disappoints.
well, i havent blogged for a long while.I'm RP'ng as sasuke with perry haah. its fun. okay, well last night Laura kept me up til one on teh phone. shes great, she cares alot.One thing i need to get off my 18 year old over protective chest. I crave a conversation with Sonata. well thats her current myspace username. I really have an interest in talking to her, but Sora likes to cling. I dont want another freak out to be added to his record. and another frustrated calming of myself in order not to hate him added to mine. the chump.
I watched the first two episodes of Dragon Ball Kai today. I'm satisfied. its dragon ball z the way it SHOULD have been. No crap. No more fifty episode draw outs. kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
lmgreatao ahahaha.
i unlocked a few new characters in Jump Ultimate Stars today. That game is dope. im starting to get an idea of the mission types. The text is ENTIRELY japanese. haah. I can manage though. I just downloaded a game called Exteel. Its pretty impressive. For the most part, its a multiplayer shootem up. but what makes it interesting is that you can customize your mech and weapon sets. you can also level up, who doesnt like leveling up? LOSERS. thats who.
well, part of me wants to explore my interest in Sonata further, meanwhile my other, more level headed side wants nothing more than to be happy with Laura. I am as loyal as a dog when it comes to girls. so there is no threat to my future girlfriend(s). yet, i will always remain curious and kind towards the opposite sex.
I truly care for fems. I love them. I will forever be crippled by my adoration for the female sex. And i dont care. I just hope my future girlfriends can understand.
coming to another point, im frkn lonely. i havent dated a girl since Sarra. and we split around october, if i remember properly. its may now. the end of it. I dont want to make any rash decisions just because im bleeding for a womans touch. I'm a very lonely and depressed person. its pretty much the most significant swing of the hammer against the chisel over the marble rock of my persona. that was a long one, but i liked it.
Depression fuels the human psyche so powerfully. a single fit of depression-inspired rage can change your life as you know it. for better or for worse. I have a calm and cool demeanor, as much as i hate to give him credit, i might have inherited it from my father. The goku to my gohan, if you will. I handle anger very well. It's one of the things that sets me apart from most people in the world. i honestly think before i act. Instinctively.
this is all im gonna say for now,
-Rei, out.
well, i havent blogged for a long while.I'm RP'ng as sasuke with perry haah. its fun. okay, well last night Laura kept me up til one on teh phone. shes great, she cares alot.One thing i need to get off my 18 year old over protective chest. I crave a conversation with Sonata. well thats her current myspace username. I really have an interest in talking to her, but Sora likes to cling. I dont want another freak out to be added to his record. and another frustrated calming of myself in order not to hate him added to mine. the chump.
I watched the first two episodes of Dragon Ball Kai today. I'm satisfied. its dragon ball z the way it SHOULD have been. No crap. No more fifty episode draw outs. kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
lmgreatao ahahaha.
i unlocked a few new characters in Jump Ultimate Stars today. That game is dope. im starting to get an idea of the mission types. The text is ENTIRELY japanese. haah. I can manage though. I just downloaded a game called Exteel. Its pretty impressive. For the most part, its a multiplayer shootem up. but what makes it interesting is that you can customize your mech and weapon sets. you can also level up, who doesnt like leveling up? LOSERS. thats who.
well, part of me wants to explore my interest in Sonata further, meanwhile my other, more level headed side wants nothing more than to be happy with Laura. I am as loyal as a dog when it comes to girls. so there is no threat to my future girlfriend(s). yet, i will always remain curious and kind towards the opposite sex.
I truly care for fems. I love them. I will forever be crippled by my adoration for the female sex. And i dont care. I just hope my future girlfriends can understand.
coming to another point, im frkn lonely. i havent dated a girl since Sarra. and we split around october, if i remember properly. its may now. the end of it. I dont want to make any rash decisions just because im bleeding for a womans touch. I'm a very lonely and depressed person. its pretty much the most significant swing of the hammer against the chisel over the marble rock of my persona. that was a long one, but i liked it.
Depression fuels the human psyche so powerfully. a single fit of depression-inspired rage can change your life as you know it. for better or for worse. I have a calm and cool demeanor, as much as i hate to give him credit, i might have inherited it from my father. The goku to my gohan, if you will. I handle anger very well. It's one of the things that sets me apart from most people in the world. i honestly think before i act. Instinctively.
this is all im gonna say for now,
-Rei, out.
22.5.09
the day before my fanime-cation
okay, so ''m all packed up. Got my chargers for my vital equipment.(my dsi, and phone never leave me) my clothes are packed and my toothbrush and what not. Fanime is gonna be ill. i cannot wait. so yeah, I'm on my Vash The Stampede shit. Getting ready to show N1ggas that i can cause madd damage but choose not to. lmgreatao ^.^ i need to watch Trigun anime from start to finish. Real talk. I am NAMELESS. which makes it hard to stunt on dudes, cuz i cant even find something to call myself. How can you take that seriously? then again, how can you take somebody who calls their self Sonic the hamilton? easy. understand it. at least try to.(i have no beef w CH) pretty much the opposite. I wish i could meet the dude. my favorite artist. or fuck it, the best most honest musical artist in history. pushing it? i dont think so.
Chill.
I just made my lady think I'm a mega perv. when really I'm just honest about my perversions haha.
Yo, Oreskaband BLACKS ahaha. I ninja'd their album via internet last night to put on my DSi.sick shit. Japanese Ska band? heavy.
-I can rap my ninja. WELL too. better than anybody in my area. the 831 aint got shit on my ninja, ass. Trust me, I BLACK. just havent recorded any of my Real 1337 shit. Im still working on completing a full length project. Will Mega Tokyo drop this summer!? my recording quality is bugged, but i can make it worth while. I got those charles hamilton beats and im planning some Zetta hard shit. All me too, none of that trying to sound dope to other people. OH, and the project that im negotiating with my ninja, Noid. He has potential. well, i wont be blogging for the rest of the week, for i will be swimming in the ocean of fan service known as Fanime 09. but i can follow my tweets at twitter.com/bloodystance
-Look n1gga, i know the name sounds morbid but chill. its not hahah.
oh yeah, I cant wait to get my hands on a copy of Jump ultimate Stars! its an import and everything's in japanese(except for the title) but i can read enough kana to know what im doing haha.
-Intense manga mash-ups!? you got it.
Who do you think would win in a fight between, Naruto and Luffy? haha we'll see.(whichever character I'M playing as of course) haha.
well,
NAMELESS, signing off.
Chill.
I just made my lady think I'm a mega perv. when really I'm just honest about my perversions haha.
Yo, Oreskaband BLACKS ahaha. I ninja'd their album via internet last night to put on my DSi.sick shit. Japanese Ska band? heavy.
-I can rap my ninja. WELL too. better than anybody in my area. the 831 aint got shit on my ninja, ass. Trust me, I BLACK. just havent recorded any of my Real 1337 shit. Im still working on completing a full length project. Will Mega Tokyo drop this summer!? my recording quality is bugged, but i can make it worth while. I got those charles hamilton beats and im planning some Zetta hard shit. All me too, none of that trying to sound dope to other people. OH, and the project that im negotiating with my ninja, Noid. He has potential. well, i wont be blogging for the rest of the week, for i will be swimming in the ocean of fan service known as Fanime 09. but i can follow my tweets at twitter.com/bloodystance
-Look n1gga, i know the name sounds morbid but chill. its not hahah.
oh yeah, I cant wait to get my hands on a copy of Jump ultimate Stars! its an import and everything's in japanese(except for the title) but i can read enough kana to know what im doing haha.
-Intense manga mash-ups!? you got it.
Who do you think would win in a fight between, Naruto and Luffy? haha we'll see.(whichever character I'M playing as of course) haha.
well,
NAMELESS, signing off.
20.5.09
MegaTokyo!
while writing the second song for my new project, it came to me.Call it MegaTokyo. I love the thought of a futuristic technologically advanced world. I've been thinking about the manga also titled Mega Tokyo. When i lay down, i see this city. I am an inhabitant, and so is everyone i know. but they represent themselves in a vibrant anime style. That's where my music is gonna generate from now on. i live in my mind. haha lmgreatao.
_Well, i didnt forget about blogging. just took a break. been kinda busy. My music may sound similar to my favorite artists, but that's where i draw my inspiration. every artists draws from their favorites. Don't be a monster unless you want me to k you and collect your experience. lmgreatao. I'd say right now im a level...68. most people are down at lv.35 or so.(i have a high opinion of myself)
_In a previous entry i stated that i would give reasons for why i was loyal to some people but i dont really want to.(lazyness strikes back!)
_Peace and love
_Rei
_Well, i didnt forget about blogging. just took a break. been kinda busy. My music may sound similar to my favorite artists, but that's where i draw my inspiration. every artists draws from their favorites. Don't be a monster unless you want me to k you and collect your experience. lmgreatao. I'd say right now im a level...68. most people are down at lv.35 or so.(i have a high opinion of myself)
_In a previous entry i stated that i would give reasons for why i was loyal to some people but i dont really want to.(lazyness strikes back!)
_Peace and love
_Rei
16.5.09
Slow motion like a dream
But real time is what it seems :)
-N*E*R*D
I really love their music. anyway! Today was a fantastical day! I woke up today, zetta anxious. My birthday was on Wednesday, but we celebrate them on weekends so today(Saturday)i got my gifts and what not. i ended up with about 150 credits, and a Nintendo dsi. The DSi is zetta cool. I love it already. So after the lil' shindig at the g-ma's crib where we held the celebration, i requested a visit to Gamestop. My dad dropped me off at the mall. I headed straight to my favorite video game retailer. i couldn't find a copy of The World Ends With You on the shelves so i asked the clerk. I got the last copy! lmgreatao :D the customer service dude tossed the game over the desk to the cashier all ninja style, the cashier caught it and gently placed it on the table. I handed him the 20 bucks and got my game. I swear game store employees are the dopest. Okay well, lets face it, im in dire need of some new gear, i pretty much wear my white v-necks and the same two pairs of jeans all fuckn week. our dryer likes to burn brown marks onto all our clothes haha. lame. so i had some cash and went over to Pacsun. Dope store. Got a neon blue T, and a neon pink t. also bought two pairs of kirra shades. I never really looked good in sunglasses, but im hoping when my hair grows out itll look better.
hmmmm, afterwards i got home put my micro SD card in the large adapter and put it into my DSi. nothings on it yet though. i had some problems trying to download the necessary software apps but eventually got it done. the web browser is exceptionally fast. i am proud of nintendo's new little addition to its console roster.
also, a major factor in my happiness is my constant text conversations with Misaki. Hopefully this can work out. She's an interesting girl. which is vital because my obsessiveness causes me to grow bored quickly. Will Rei finally get a girl?
Oh yeah. From now on you can call me Shugo. I know what youre thinking but fuck it. Call me Shugo. hahahaha.
I have more control than you think.
-Shugo,
Out.
-N*E*R*D
I really love their music. anyway! Today was a fantastical day! I woke up today, zetta anxious. My birthday was on Wednesday, but we celebrate them on weekends so today(Saturday)i got my gifts and what not. i ended up with about 150 credits, and a Nintendo dsi. The DSi is zetta cool. I love it already. So after the lil' shindig at the g-ma's crib where we held the celebration, i requested a visit to Gamestop. My dad dropped me off at the mall. I headed straight to my favorite video game retailer. i couldn't find a copy of The World Ends With You on the shelves so i asked the clerk. I got the last copy! lmgreatao :D the customer service dude tossed the game over the desk to the cashier all ninja style, the cashier caught it and gently placed it on the table. I handed him the 20 bucks and got my game. I swear game store employees are the dopest. Okay well, lets face it, im in dire need of some new gear, i pretty much wear my white v-necks and the same two pairs of jeans all fuckn week. our dryer likes to burn brown marks onto all our clothes haha. lame. so i had some cash and went over to Pacsun. Dope store. Got a neon blue T, and a neon pink t. also bought two pairs of kirra shades. I never really looked good in sunglasses, but im hoping when my hair grows out itll look better.
hmmmm, afterwards i got home put my micro SD card in the large adapter and put it into my DSi. nothings on it yet though. i had some problems trying to download the necessary software apps but eventually got it done. the web browser is exceptionally fast. i am proud of nintendo's new little addition to its console roster.
also, a major factor in my happiness is my constant text conversations with Misaki. Hopefully this can work out. She's an interesting girl. which is vital because my obsessiveness causes me to grow bored quickly. Will Rei finally get a girl?
Oh yeah. From now on you can call me Shugo. I know what youre thinking but fuck it. Call me Shugo. hahahaha.
I have more control than you think.
-Shugo,
Out.
Mr. Martian will hang your ass from the moon.
wayne's new Rebirth album is shaping up to be pretty ill.
"Try creatively retarted or amazingly rewarded"
-Wayne.
im going to my G-ma's home dwelling for some gifts, cake, and money. If i get my dsi i will jizz myself. Lmgreatao.
Well, Laura, (nicknamed Misaki to avoid awkwardness) has given me a nickname in return.
Shugotenshi. It means guardian angel, which i thought was so sweet and appropriate.
oh also, im listening to the Fly or Die album by N*E*R*D. it is amazing. Music at its finest. pharrell and chad outdid themselves.
"Try creatively retarted or amazingly rewarded"
-Wayne.
im going to my G-ma's home dwelling for some gifts, cake, and money. If i get my dsi i will jizz myself. Lmgreatao.
Well, Laura, (nicknamed Misaki to avoid awkwardness) has given me a nickname in return.
Shugotenshi. It means guardian angel, which i thought was so sweet and appropriate.
oh also, im listening to the Fly or Die album by N*E*R*D. it is amazing. Music at its finest. pharrell and chad outdid themselves.
14.5.09
the Reiality of my life style.
I am living completely true to myself. I'm sure the world (and by world i mean the people inhabiting it) isn't ready for it, but I am. And my soul is in MY body, so I'm going to live for me. I do what is best for me. I'm a selfish being. It is evident in the amount of sentences that I started with "I".
so here's another one.
I love girls. In being true to myself, I am more in-tune with my primal instinctual side. It is embedded in my brain stem to want to care for and protect females. What I'm not sure about is if people understand what this means. I love a lot of girls. I am not IN love with a lot of women. I reserve teh largest portion of my heart for one girl. I'm looking for her, and i may have a couple leads.
Now, another thing im not happy about, not enough people read this blog. I plug and plug this link over and over and i only have two followers. weaksauce.
I need people that i talk to, to see this, so they can understand me a bit more. otherwise im just talking to myself, which can be therapeutic, but I'm not in need of therapy.(honestly, im weird, not crazy)
hahah
In regards to my loyalties: There are people that i will always protect and have respect for. Also, as with most things, there is a mirrored side to this law. There are people that i once had respect for that i do not now. I want to list them.
but first, i need to explain the differences in services i will provide these two parties.
To those i am loyal to:
-I will do anything for them.
+if they are in trouble, i will provide help gladly.
+if they are confused, i will provide guidance.
+I will have deep patience for them.
+I will give my life for theirs.
In short, these people are vital to me. VITAL.
If you are on my loyalty list, feel special, because you are still unaware of what i will do for you.
now for the second group:
- I will be aware that we were once closer,
giving me a sense of nostalgic obligation.
- i will halfheartedly help you.
- my patience for you will be shorter than the average person.
- and lastly, I do not care for you passionately.
this is a true thing. not a sad one.
-It takes TIME to get on this list. also, a few names will be excluded for some minuscule factors.
Loyalty:no particular order.
+Cody
+Dion
+Loli
+Eileen(i think i spelled that right.)((cody's mother))
+Sofia
+Erica-chan~
+Rachael
7 people. reasons specific to each person will be explained in a separate blog.
if your name was not on the list, you can either assume that is because you are on the list parallel to this one, or that i haven't yet decided where to place you.
the parallel list will be laid out sometime also.
peace and love
Rei
so here's another one.
I love girls. In being true to myself, I am more in-tune with my primal instinctual side. It is embedded in my brain stem to want to care for and protect females. What I'm not sure about is if people understand what this means. I love a lot of girls. I am not IN love with a lot of women. I reserve teh largest portion of my heart for one girl. I'm looking for her, and i may have a couple leads.
Now, another thing im not happy about, not enough people read this blog. I plug and plug this link over and over and i only have two followers. weaksauce.
I need people that i talk to, to see this, so they can understand me a bit more. otherwise im just talking to myself, which can be therapeutic, but I'm not in need of therapy.(honestly, im weird, not crazy)
hahah
In regards to my loyalties: There are people that i will always protect and have respect for. Also, as with most things, there is a mirrored side to this law. There are people that i once had respect for that i do not now. I want to list them.
but first, i need to explain the differences in services i will provide these two parties.
To those i am loyal to:
-I will do anything for them.
+if they are in trouble, i will provide help gladly.
+if they are confused, i will provide guidance.
+I will have deep patience for them.
+I will give my life for theirs.
In short, these people are vital to me. VITAL.
If you are on my loyalty list, feel special, because you are still unaware of what i will do for you.
now for the second group:
- I will be aware that we were once closer,
giving me a sense of nostalgic obligation.
- i will halfheartedly help you.
- my patience for you will be shorter than the average person.
- and lastly, I do not care for you passionately.
this is a true thing. not a sad one.
-It takes TIME to get on this list. also, a few names will be excluded for some minuscule factors.
Loyalty:no particular order.
+Cody
+Dion
+Loli
+Eileen(i think i spelled that right.)((cody's mother))
+Sofia
+Erica-chan~
+Rachael
7 people. reasons specific to each person will be explained in a separate blog.
if your name was not on the list, you can either assume that is because you are on the list parallel to this one, or that i haven't yet decided where to place you.
the parallel list will be laid out sometime also.
peace and love
Rei
11.5.09
hectic hesitancy.
I am back in this predicament. hahahah. I find it funny and entertaining along with frustrating. My life is interesting. Well it seems like i always get left with multiple options when it comes to girls. rarely easy decisions. but that's what makes it interesting.
Laura is a young freshman. I'm listening to her Lily Allen profile song right now. shes cool. has braces. shes cool. we still haven't met in person. shes cool. (she has lolz of cool points) i got her into manga ;3 i am pretty proud of that. We text a lot. the only problems really are that she's a freshman and i am about to be 18.
the other girl, I'm not going to get into right now. but I'll just say that she has a family that i don't have too much respect for, and a certain someone wont like me being close to her. should be interesting.
well well, aren't i honest!
i feel its the best way to live life. I don't like secrets or postponing the inevitable.
so i need to establish a few things. i don't care to share them here at the moment. Fuck it i hate secrets. I'm texting Virginia right now. (I've actually nicknamed the girls by their location.) i need to tell her that i am talking to greenfield and soledad. and that boundaries need to be established to isolate my feelings and direct them toward my current objectives. these two girls are in close proximity and have loads to offer me and I them.
my services as a protector are going to be in effect soon. with the distance we have i cant do my part.(geared toward Virginia) well, this isnt exactly tough, because im only assembling words in a sentence to get what i truly want to be said across. whats difficult is that i am trying to do it in a fashion that wont cause you to feel any negative emotion.
hmmmm.
i think thats all for now. i dont want to keep my brother up any longer.
oh! my birthdays in a day and im getting my dsi woot woot :D
also i am securing bonds with dion. He's a great person.
love and peace
-Rei.
Laura is a young freshman. I'm listening to her Lily Allen profile song right now. shes cool. has braces. shes cool. we still haven't met in person. shes cool. (she has lolz of cool points) i got her into manga ;3 i am pretty proud of that. We text a lot. the only problems really are that she's a freshman and i am about to be 18.
the other girl, I'm not going to get into right now. but I'll just say that she has a family that i don't have too much respect for, and a certain someone wont like me being close to her. should be interesting.
well well, aren't i honest!
i feel its the best way to live life. I don't like secrets or postponing the inevitable.
so i need to establish a few things. i don't care to share them here at the moment. Fuck it i hate secrets. I'm texting Virginia right now. (I've actually nicknamed the girls by their location.) i need to tell her that i am talking to greenfield and soledad. and that boundaries need to be established to isolate my feelings and direct them toward my current objectives. these two girls are in close proximity and have loads to offer me and I them.
my services as a protector are going to be in effect soon. with the distance we have i cant do my part.(geared toward Virginia) well, this isnt exactly tough, because im only assembling words in a sentence to get what i truly want to be said across. whats difficult is that i am trying to do it in a fashion that wont cause you to feel any negative emotion.
hmmmm.
i think thats all for now. i dont want to keep my brother up any longer.
oh! my birthdays in a day and im getting my dsi woot woot :D
also i am securing bonds with dion. He's a great person.
love and peace
-Rei.
10.5.09
MMORPG's
Massively Multiplayer Online Role Playing Games.
Why i love them:
+Its an interactive experience, that you dont need friends over to share.
+You are rewarded for time spent.
+You endulge in a new world, and create an identity for yourself.
+You are free to choose what you do.
++Recently, Improved combat has been being focused on.
I have alot of time on my hands, and i need a solid MMO to hold me down.
Right now im beta testing Dragonica. Its a great game. the combat is fun, and the dialogue is actually funny at times. The community is good already, and the combat sys. is real time! zetta +. This game is whats occupying me now.
But what im really waiting for is Dragon Nest. This game would easily be a killer app if it were debuting on a console. But its not. And i couldn't be more thankful. I also couldnt be more eager to get my hands on it.
Dragon Nest is a Free to play MMORPG being published by Nexon and developed by Eyedentity Games. The games graphics engine is outstanding for an MMO. Not only is it beautiful, its specs aren't compromisingly high. So you dont need a crazy gfx card to play it. Now, yes i do love good graphics, but they are wasted if the game play isn't solid, and I am ecstatically joyous to report that the character movement is smooth and agile, and the combat is not only realtime, but extremely well put together and executed. here is a vid: the Warrior character class demo.
Video provided by video.mmosite.com
Barely found this hahh. i feel like a newb. the footage is new, but i didnt realize i cld get it embedded XD
I wish i had this on the tube so i wouldn't have to plug a link and you guys could just watch it here, but gawd its more than worth it.
I am Zetta psyched to get this game on my Desktop. This game will probably give me eye problems and cause me to need glasses. *cannot wait*
Well, enough gushing. wait, not yet, my birthday is approaching and i will be getting my DSi wooh wooh! Okay, now that's enough gushing.
+Peace & Love
++Rei
Why i love them:
+Its an interactive experience, that you dont need friends over to share.
+You are rewarded for time spent.
+You endulge in a new world, and create an identity for yourself.
+You are free to choose what you do.
++Recently, Improved combat has been being focused on.
I have alot of time on my hands, and i need a solid MMO to hold me down.
Right now im beta testing Dragonica. Its a great game. the combat is fun, and the dialogue is actually funny at times. The community is good already, and the combat sys. is real time! zetta +. This game is whats occupying me now.
But what im really waiting for is Dragon Nest. This game would easily be a killer app if it were debuting on a console. But its not. And i couldn't be more thankful. I also couldnt be more eager to get my hands on it.
Dragon Nest is a Free to play MMORPG being published by Nexon and developed by Eyedentity Games. The games graphics engine is outstanding for an MMO. Not only is it beautiful, its specs aren't compromisingly high. So you dont need a crazy gfx card to play it. Now, yes i do love good graphics, but they are wasted if the game play isn't solid, and I am ecstatically joyous to report that the character movement is smooth and agile, and the combat is not only realtime, but extremely well put together and executed. here is a vid: the Warrior character class demo.
Video provided by video.mmosite.com
Barely found this hahh. i feel like a newb. the footage is new, but i didnt realize i cld get it embedded XD
I wish i had this on the tube so i wouldn't have to plug a link and you guys could just watch it here, but gawd its more than worth it.
I am Zetta psyched to get this game on my Desktop. This game will probably give me eye problems and cause me to need glasses. *cannot wait*
Well, enough gushing. wait, not yet, my birthday is approaching and i will be getting my DSi wooh wooh! Okay, now that's enough gushing.
+Peace & Love
++Rei
5.5.09
The mega man
Im Zetta good right now :D feeling great. If Charles Hamilton is Sonic Teh Hedgehog. Then I'm Megaman. No joke. Lmgreatao.
Im a starchaser(thanks CH) I'm listening to his shut up already tracks. He never disappoints. Most niggas will see this ass d1ck riding. but honestly, im just a huge fan. i love honest music, and this musician doesn't make anything but that. you dont need me to say this but, Keep going Charles.
well, im discovering how creative i can be. Came up with a cool concept. Stances. ahaha. looking to develop this further.
Name's Rei. I'm megaman. ahahah. With a soul similar to blackstar's.
what can i say? I'm a mutt. hahahhhhaah
well, im off to listen to some more music. i want to record but my voice is FUCK3d. sore throat, runny nose haha. i guess ill just have to write then.
peace and love,
Rei.
Im a starchaser(thanks CH) I'm listening to his shut up already tracks. He never disappoints. Most niggas will see this ass d1ck riding. but honestly, im just a huge fan. i love honest music, and this musician doesn't make anything but that. you dont need me to say this but, Keep going Charles.
well, im discovering how creative i can be. Came up with a cool concept. Stances. ahaha. looking to develop this further.
Name's Rei. I'm megaman. ahahah. With a soul similar to blackstar's.
what can i say? I'm a mutt. hahahhhhaah
well, im off to listen to some more music. i want to record but my voice is FUCK3d. sore throat, runny nose haha. i guess ill just have to write then.
peace and love,
Rei.
4.5.09
I want to meet some
Geeky chicks.
like gamers, computer literate. and likes anime and manga?
im tired of all these typical girls who watch baseball and say the word drama.
who have a bad relationship and say "fuck boys/guys/men etc.
who where too much make up.
who disrespect what they dont understand.
who drink at parties til theyre smashed.
wHo TypE liK Diss.
the girl who makes fun of other girls and is nice to them when actually in their presence.
the girl who wont break up with her terrible boyfriend because she doesnt think she can do any better.
(i dont know this girl. its just cliche)
i dont want any of those girls.
but it seems as if those are the only kind around.
i want a good girl. a smart girl. a sweet girl.
who i can protect until im gone.
happiness is too much to ask.
but im over due anyway.
the way i see it, the world owes me.
peace and love,
Burakku suta.
like gamers, computer literate. and likes anime and manga?
im tired of all these typical girls who watch baseball and say the word drama.
who have a bad relationship and say "fuck boys/guys/men etc.
who where too much make up.
who disrespect what they dont understand.
who drink at parties til theyre smashed.
wHo TypE liK Diss.
the girl who makes fun of other girls and is nice to them when actually in their presence.
the girl who wont break up with her terrible boyfriend because she doesnt think she can do any better.
(i dont know this girl. its just cliche)
i dont want any of those girls.
but it seems as if those are the only kind around.
i want a good girl. a smart girl. a sweet girl.
who i can protect until im gone.
happiness is too much to ask.
but im over due anyway.
the way i see it, the world owes me.
peace and love,
Burakku suta.
30.4.09
Zetta cool!
today was Zetta cool! I watched the first two episodes of K-on(about to watch the other two right now XD) and i watched Naruto: Bonds. K-on is a very passive and entertaining anime experience. Bonds was pretty much fan service, but it was cool enough. Sai kicked ass. his jutsu is kinda like a metaphor for what animators do XD. oh! props to Leah for introducing me to Oreskaband, a japanese ska band. they are surprisingly good. i like them loads and i thank you Leah! I also got a megaman them for my phone XD someone has yet to call me since i got it though. well, Laura did, she didn't answer when i picked up and i was at a track meet haah. My bro Dion got so SCREWED it wasn't fair. he didn't get to galick gun D: hahaah. I believe in him though! You keep keeping on ninja. and I'm here to help you establish yourself as a solo artist. Really i want to help you so bad!
So now im sitting here, kicking it. oh yeah side bar:Ivonne rested her head on my shoulder today ahah, so comforting. I like when girls ease up around me, it makes me feel like a defender. and shit, while im on the subject of fems, i love necks. i must have been a vamp in my past life. It's just so god damned irresistible to me :3 nomnomnoms.
so once again, im sitting here, feeling zetta cool because i finally told my dad that i wanted a dsi, (hes so darn intimidating)and usura edited a pic i sent her (sorry i took so long to take them XD) its tough to wrap ps2 cables around a belt loop! well, it came out wonderfully and i love the hell out of it. I told her she gonna be my photographer slash art editor. ahah, if only i gain my spotlight. gawd the DSi is so zetta cool.
man i need one, after the meet today, dion was walking me to the front of the school (note:we were free styling to each other like usual)and i ran into sarra. normally, when confronted with this situation, i would stop immediately, but dion started again and i branched off of what he said and started going hard. ahah. like Zetta hard. and in front of a girl >:3 I can never bring myself to do that. i only freestyle to dion and the boys. Feel special girl. i kept going til we got to my door too ahah.
oh i snagged the term zetta from this guy
sho minamimoto from twewy. dopest game ev4r
So that was pretty much my day, i think the only thing i left out is that i made a monster sandwich, cody got his dsi already >:{ (so jealous) yesterday i totally in your faced a snobby punk harajuku bitch, and i love my girls :3 maybe sometime soon, i can tie myself to one, or the other way around.
peace and love,
-Burakkusuta
out
So now im sitting here, kicking it. oh yeah side bar:Ivonne rested her head on my shoulder today ahah, so comforting. I like when girls ease up around me, it makes me feel like a defender. and shit, while im on the subject of fems, i love necks. i must have been a vamp in my past life. It's just so god damned irresistible to me :3 nomnomnoms.
so once again, im sitting here, feeling zetta cool because i finally told my dad that i wanted a dsi, (hes so darn intimidating)and usura edited a pic i sent her (sorry i took so long to take them XD) its tough to wrap ps2 cables around a belt loop! well, it came out wonderfully and i love the hell out of it. I told her she gonna be my photographer slash art editor. ahah, if only i gain my spotlight. gawd the DSi is so zetta cool.
man i need one, after the meet today, dion was walking me to the front of the school (note:we were free styling to each other like usual)and i ran into sarra. normally, when confronted with this situation, i would stop immediately, but dion started again and i branched off of what he said and started going hard. ahah. like Zetta hard. and in front of a girl >:3 I can never bring myself to do that. i only freestyle to dion and the boys. Feel special girl. i kept going til we got to my door too ahah.
oh i snagged the term zetta from this guy
sho minamimoto from twewy. dopest game ev4r
So that was pretty much my day, i think the only thing i left out is that i made a monster sandwich, cody got his dsi already >:{ (so jealous) yesterday i totally in your faced a snobby punk harajuku bitch, and i love my girls :3 maybe sometime soon, i can tie myself to one, or the other way around.
peace and love,
-Burakkusuta
out
29.4.09
the blackstar is establishing himself.
I'm watching chaos head right now. This anime is dope. sweet and short. perfect. like samurai champloo. only shorter and there are no break dancing swordsman. so today was a really good day :3 i managed to take some decent pictures and watch some anime. I downloaded the new naruto shippuden movie (bonds) i plan on watching it tomorrow morning so that i can have complete silence and give all my attention to it. A lot of people think that naruto is a lame series, but i couldn't disagree more. but enough about that, lets talk about me! this is my blog neh? So, I really dont know what to say, demo i will soon. I have all these intricate philosophies on life that i would like to share. but right now i really wanna get back to chaos head. so til next time,,,,
-Burakkusuta,
out.
-Burakkusuta,
out.
28.4.09
the hikikimori's first contact.
So! I'm sure not a single one of you know what a hikikimori is. so heres an excerpt i snagged from wikipedia.
lit. "pulling away, being confined", i.e., "acute social withdrawal") is a Japanese term to refer to the phenomenon of reclusive individuals who have chosen to withdraw from social life, often seeking extreme degrees of isolation and confinement because of various personal and social factors in their lives. The term hikikomori refers to both the sociological phenomenon in general as well as to individuals belonging to this societal group.
so basically, in recent times, I have been slowly becoming on of these people. I wake up alone, eat and stay in the cyberverse as long as my eyes allow. Its not healthy, and it is depressing. some hikikimori even embark on devious outings harming others. I am a much calmer person. the only devious thing i do is watch porn. which is only labeled devious by idiots in society. I have openly stated on multiple occasions that i am a pervert. who isn't? I'm just honest about it.
today was the first outing of this hikikimori that wasnt necessary or routine. I went to anime club, which is routine, but afterward i caught a close friend walking and tagged along. we went to another friends house where he got his ears pierced. Sofia was SO proud of herself ahah. she kept proclaiming "I just wanna stab something!" she is a very vibrant character. Johnna was more mellow. crystal was playful as always. my favorite girls to run into, they always show me so much affection :)
so, after Sofia gave me a tour of her home, my Junior challenged me to some fps action. he wanted to play COD4, but luck must have been against him today because it was nowhere to be found. Luck got worse when we began to play halo3. I am a monster with a br in my hand. haah. Soon after his embarrassing downfall, Crystal joined in. Then Omar picked up a pair of sticks. I won every match except for one match of mosh pit (I was texting XD) but mostly it was me pwning everything i saw. it was fun. Sofia put on my sweater and sagged her pants, Saying "I'm Rei now, do i look like him?" then she took a cliche pose and Johnna took a picture of her with my phone haha. after that she put on juniors sweater and i gave her pointers on how to look like him, posing for yet another funny picture. after a while, the time came fr me and junior to go to Samantha's. we said our goodbyes to the girls and Omar. we had a few laughs on our way to Samantha's house.
when we got there, she gave me the crazily long hug that i have grown accustomed to. i missed her. she's always fun to chill with. like, truly chill. its very relaxing hanging out with her. me and junior took a picture in her mirror. she sat next to me on her bed and i pulled her down and she rested her head on my stomach while she looked through my phone and asked me about some of the pictures i had. junior was handling school business in the bathroom with the laptop.Her little sister was playing the casio and laughing constantly. shes funny ahah. overall it was a good time.
I know in a previous entry i said i was talking to a young girl and that i dont like her personality. That wasnt true. I just was taken aback at how similar we are lmgreatao. She is a very sweet girl. We have actually accumulated quite a large list of things to do together including play halo, eat ice cream, order lasagna and rootbeer at a restaurant(she has never had rootbeer in her life!?)and possibly more stuff ahah. The more we talk the more i start to admire her. she's a good girl. and she has braces. hooray for strange fetishes.
My cyberlove and i have been talking purely via text message lately. I guess i cant call her my cyberlove anymore, for we barely interact in the cyberverse. I have begun to accept that we will only be friends. I have taught her many things and she has taught me much about myself. I appreciate her compassion and caring. i know shes probably going to read this and feel something negative. Shikata ga nai. It cannot be helped. I don't feel as attached as i once was to her. I cant help but feel an "I told you so" vibe coming from her. But i also told her. i mean, having these kind of feelings for someone you cannot physically see is not only a fail in that its frustrating, but one will grow bored. I have a history of growing bored with things, not only fems, but everything. im obsessive so i basically suck all the interest i can get out of things. Im sorry, and i love you less than three.
I'm getting some good feedback from people i don't know well at all about my music and this makes me ecstatic! It makes me want to continue so badly. Imagine how much inspiration i will have when i have a solid fan base. I like to rap and sing. I love how it feels to rap to someone and watch their reaction. it's usually something like "Is that you? you wrote that!?" and im like, wow they really like it :D
ive been listening to an increasingly diverse selection of music. I get inspiration from rock, rap, j-pop/rock, anime, manga, and movies.
wow, this is a long winded entry. well, thank you for your time, for those who are interested, i have a twitter: twitter.com/blackstar834
Sidenote:I dont like how black star sounds when i rap, but i love the name.
well, im going to probably watch some hentai, and read a little manga, relish in the fun that this day provided, and go to my bed.
Peace and love,
Black star
lit. "pulling away, being confined", i.e., "acute social withdrawal") is a Japanese term to refer to the phenomenon of reclusive individuals who have chosen to withdraw from social life, often seeking extreme degrees of isolation and confinement because of various personal and social factors in their lives. The term hikikomori refers to both the sociological phenomenon in general as well as to individuals belonging to this societal group.
so basically, in recent times, I have been slowly becoming on of these people. I wake up alone, eat and stay in the cyberverse as long as my eyes allow. Its not healthy, and it is depressing. some hikikimori even embark on devious outings harming others. I am a much calmer person. the only devious thing i do is watch porn. which is only labeled devious by idiots in society. I have openly stated on multiple occasions that i am a pervert. who isn't? I'm just honest about it.
today was the first outing of this hikikimori that wasnt necessary or routine. I went to anime club, which is routine, but afterward i caught a close friend walking and tagged along. we went to another friends house where he got his ears pierced. Sofia was SO proud of herself ahah. she kept proclaiming "I just wanna stab something!" she is a very vibrant character. Johnna was more mellow. crystal was playful as always. my favorite girls to run into, they always show me so much affection :)
so, after Sofia gave me a tour of her home, my Junior challenged me to some fps action. he wanted to play COD4, but luck must have been against him today because it was nowhere to be found. Luck got worse when we began to play halo3. I am a monster with a br in my hand. haah. Soon after his embarrassing downfall, Crystal joined in. Then Omar picked up a pair of sticks. I won every match except for one match of mosh pit (I was texting XD) but mostly it was me pwning everything i saw. it was fun. Sofia put on my sweater and sagged her pants, Saying "I'm Rei now, do i look like him?" then she took a cliche pose and Johnna took a picture of her with my phone haha. after that she put on juniors sweater and i gave her pointers on how to look like him, posing for yet another funny picture. after a while, the time came fr me and junior to go to Samantha's. we said our goodbyes to the girls and Omar. we had a few laughs on our way to Samantha's house.
when we got there, she gave me the crazily long hug that i have grown accustomed to. i missed her. she's always fun to chill with. like, truly chill. its very relaxing hanging out with her. me and junior took a picture in her mirror. she sat next to me on her bed and i pulled her down and she rested her head on my stomach while she looked through my phone and asked me about some of the pictures i had. junior was handling school business in the bathroom with the laptop.Her little sister was playing the casio and laughing constantly. shes funny ahah. overall it was a good time.
I know in a previous entry i said i was talking to a young girl and that i dont like her personality. That wasnt true. I just was taken aback at how similar we are lmgreatao. She is a very sweet girl. We have actually accumulated quite a large list of things to do together including play halo, eat ice cream, order lasagna and rootbeer at a restaurant(she has never had rootbeer in her life!?)and possibly more stuff ahah. The more we talk the more i start to admire her. she's a good girl. and she has braces. hooray for strange fetishes.
My cyberlove and i have been talking purely via text message lately. I guess i cant call her my cyberlove anymore, for we barely interact in the cyberverse. I have begun to accept that we will only be friends. I have taught her many things and she has taught me much about myself. I appreciate her compassion and caring. i know shes probably going to read this and feel something negative. Shikata ga nai. It cannot be helped. I don't feel as attached as i once was to her. I cant help but feel an "I told you so" vibe coming from her. But i also told her. i mean, having these kind of feelings for someone you cannot physically see is not only a fail in that its frustrating, but one will grow bored. I have a history of growing bored with things, not only fems, but everything. im obsessive so i basically suck all the interest i can get out of things. Im sorry, and i love you less than three.
I'm getting some good feedback from people i don't know well at all about my music and this makes me ecstatic! It makes me want to continue so badly. Imagine how much inspiration i will have when i have a solid fan base. I like to rap and sing. I love how it feels to rap to someone and watch their reaction. it's usually something like "Is that you? you wrote that!?" and im like, wow they really like it :D
ive been listening to an increasingly diverse selection of music. I get inspiration from rock, rap, j-pop/rock, anime, manga, and movies.
wow, this is a long winded entry. well, thank you for your time, for those who are interested, i have a twitter: twitter.com/blackstar834
Sidenote:I dont like how black star sounds when i rap, but i love the name.
well, im going to probably watch some hentai, and read a little manga, relish in the fun that this day provided, and go to my bed.
Peace and love,
Black star
27.4.09
Just chill and think a bit...
BELIEVE NOTHING,
no matter where you read it
or who has said it,
not even if i have said it
unless it agrees with your own reason
and your own common sense.
-Buddha
This is the truest most beautiful think I've heard in my life thus far.
im going to keep this entry mum and just give a quote and a video.
I'm not a bad person. you just don't understand what I do.
no matter where you read it
or who has said it,
not even if i have said it
unless it agrees with your own reason
and your own common sense.
-Buddha
This is the truest most beautiful think I've heard in my life thus far.
im going to keep this entry mum and just give a quote and a video.
I'm not a bad person. you just don't understand what I do.
26.4.09
As he transforms to a whole other being
so hopeless
no roach clip
under this stress
but still wont forfeit
-Rei
okay, i guess you need preparation for my blog because i obviously warned you with that "okay" ahhah. this new kid cudi is nice. he inspires me alot. charles too. people r probably gonna think im biting. its cool, i dont really care too much. what to say....
My day was lame.my eyes have been bugging all damn day. late night maple story session killed me. and i didnt get anything done ahah. ive been watching some j drama. one was suggested to me by a myspace friend. i dont like the term "myspace friend" it kinda feels phoney. well completely phoney.
i am itching to do more music. ive been trying too hard to do collaborations with a friend. a drifting one. he doesnt have the time i require i guess. im super serious about music. im thinking of beats i should get or concepts i can formulate ideas from. but only absent mindedly. I dont feel like im "going" anywhere. I dont like that.
I always want to improve. or at least become more diverse. Something. I mean i am the great black star. People will soon find out. either they will think im crazy or just creative. or both. i dont mind really.
religious people make me mad.
they are so scared of me. of what i can say without feeling any obligated or guilty weight.
well, im gonna listen to some beats and hopefully write a bit.
later blog.
no roach clip
under this stress
but still wont forfeit
-Rei
okay, i guess you need preparation for my blog because i obviously warned you with that "okay" ahhah. this new kid cudi is nice. he inspires me alot. charles too. people r probably gonna think im biting. its cool, i dont really care too much. what to say....
My day was lame.my eyes have been bugging all damn day. late night maple story session killed me. and i didnt get anything done ahah. ive been watching some j drama. one was suggested to me by a myspace friend. i dont like the term "myspace friend" it kinda feels phoney. well completely phoney.
i am itching to do more music. ive been trying too hard to do collaborations with a friend. a drifting one. he doesnt have the time i require i guess. im super serious about music. im thinking of beats i should get or concepts i can formulate ideas from. but only absent mindedly. I dont feel like im "going" anywhere. I dont like that.
I always want to improve. or at least become more diverse. Something. I mean i am the great black star. People will soon find out. either they will think im crazy or just creative. or both. i dont mind really.
religious people make me mad.
they are so scared of me. of what i can say without feeling any obligated or guilty weight.
well, im gonna listen to some beats and hopefully write a bit.
later blog.
23.4.09
crying D:
omg she started crying.
Cmgreatao.
not happy with myself.
i told her my frustration with not being able to see her was going to make me irritable.
i hoped me saying that would falsify it, but i guess not. ive got to try harder.
gah someone tried to take advantage of her and i am here, powerless on the other side of the country. her friends can watch over her >:p
gahhhhh.
why did i do this?
Cmgreatao.
not happy with myself.
i told her my frustration with not being able to see her was going to make me irritable.
i hoped me saying that would falsify it, but i guess not. ive got to try harder.
gah someone tried to take advantage of her and i am here, powerless on the other side of the country. her friends can watch over her >:p
gahhhhh.
why did i do this?
22.4.09
dimming light
I'm finding it hard to cope with the fact that I'm not shining today. What the hell is happening? i got a text from my recently suicidal friend simply saying "love you bro". I tried to find out where he was but no reply. I tried imagining him already being dead. I didn't even get mildly sad.then again, I'm not sure i care about any of my friends anymore. I mean i do, but not too much. I suppose you can lose love. They are becoming a burden. As this burden grows, its blocking my light. The Black Star needs light to shine. well, If he is dead, so be it. suicidals are weak people with small wavering souls. My hatred for lack of love in one's self is sort of ironic. But I've learned in my nearly 18 years that many things in life center around irony. pause.
Ive been trying so hard to make my own beats today. I'm more of a wordsmith i suppose. It's not in my nature to just give up, but i believe stressing over this will only take from my writing ability and creativity. I have much more fun writing songs that making instrumentals. pause.
What people don't understand is that I Need to make a living out of music. I am not someone who likes to be tied down to routine. I hate when these NPC's ask me, what do you want to do after high school? I never tell them the truth. I want to be a musical artist. I am a musical artist. i guess i should just say it. there isn't a college for it, but there is inspiration and motivation. pause.
My Internet love isn't texting back. its probably nothing. I'm an unpleasant over thinker(thank you Charles Hamilton) she's always under massive amounts of stress. I'm glad i can ease her burden a bit. i don't want to add to it at all. I'd sooner disappear completely before i do that. we've been talking on the phone a lot lately. it is nice to hear her voice and her little idiosyncrasies that are so cute to me. It just sucks not being able to see her. like a fucking black hole+whirlpool+tornado. Pause.
Looks like nobody is attractive to me anymore, other than the aforementioned girl. I wonder if any girls are gonna catch my eye. Some fourteen year old girl started talking to me recently. i say it like this because SHE added me on myspace and SHE asked for my number. she seemed cool enough at first, but i could never date her. not only because of age difference. I just don't like her personality. pause.
Even though i feel depressed right now, i cant help but have great confidence. People still don't understand me. They think they do,(not to be cliche) but they have no idea. I'm bigger than most people on this planet. Not physically, but that matters not the slightest. I'm just the biggest person you will meet. Honest.
I am Black Star and I have a BigSoul. Bigger than you could imagine. maybe, My cyberlove might have an idea. but shes the only one.
I will not be stopped. I cannot be. I'm the man who will surpass god. You think its crazy now. You just cant comprehend what is cosmically greater than you.
-Blackstar
Out.
Ive been trying so hard to make my own beats today. I'm more of a wordsmith i suppose. It's not in my nature to just give up, but i believe stressing over this will only take from my writing ability and creativity. I have much more fun writing songs that making instrumentals. pause.
What people don't understand is that I Need to make a living out of music. I am not someone who likes to be tied down to routine. I hate when these NPC's ask me, what do you want to do after high school? I never tell them the truth. I want to be a musical artist. I am a musical artist. i guess i should just say it. there isn't a college for it, but there is inspiration and motivation. pause.
My Internet love isn't texting back. its probably nothing. I'm an unpleasant over thinker(thank you Charles Hamilton) she's always under massive amounts of stress. I'm glad i can ease her burden a bit. i don't want to add to it at all. I'd sooner disappear completely before i do that. we've been talking on the phone a lot lately. it is nice to hear her voice and her little idiosyncrasies that are so cute to me. It just sucks not being able to see her. like a fucking black hole+whirlpool+tornado. Pause.
Looks like nobody is attractive to me anymore, other than the aforementioned girl. I wonder if any girls are gonna catch my eye. Some fourteen year old girl started talking to me recently. i say it like this because SHE added me on myspace and SHE asked for my number. she seemed cool enough at first, but i could never date her. not only because of age difference. I just don't like her personality. pause.
Even though i feel depressed right now, i cant help but have great confidence. People still don't understand me. They think they do,(not to be cliche) but they have no idea. I'm bigger than most people on this planet. Not physically, but that matters not the slightest. I'm just the biggest person you will meet. Honest.
I am Black Star and I have a BigSoul. Bigger than you could imagine. maybe, My cyberlove might have an idea. but shes the only one.
I will not be stopped. I cannot be. I'm the man who will surpass god. You think its crazy now. You just cant comprehend what is cosmically greater than you.
-Blackstar
Out.
16.4.09
Morning breaks
i woke up this morning with my eyes glued shut. well, i wish they were, i was forcing them closed. you see, I live life differently from the rest of my family. In the mornings, everyone is scuffling and struggling to get someplace on time. while i just sit, and endure their noisyness and try to aqcuire a few odd minutes of sleep. once they are gone, everythings okay. hha i do enjoy my solitude. which is most likely an aqcuired taste for i am always alone. Lonliness is inevitable. I've witnessed this. I simply dont have enough means/motivation to contact people. Of course, getting my DSi, my Phone, and even later on my motorcycle will force me to be more open to the world, but for now, I'm happy with my nearly Hikikimori status. plus I get to completely express myself to a certain someone living in a land far far away. Not crazy lmgreatao.(laughmygreatassoff) I totally ninja'd that from charles hamiltons blog, only putting my own spin on it. hah. lately ive been alright i guess. almost losing my temper though. Do Not Want. i let things build up too often. maybe i should shadow box today? before when i was mad, id throw megaman into my ds and pwn robots. but since i lost it(i have a hunch that it was stolen) i cant do that.
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i dont think people understand how essential a "DSi Get!" is to my happiness. the ds became an extention of my hand for some time. this new one will be my greatest companion.
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I know this blog is messy but im no good at format and i have a few unrelated things to say. I may hae different stagenames all the time but i will always have a Soul similar to Blackstar. dont doubt that. I am a constantly changing person. Improving. hahaha.
To say that you are greater than me is to fool yourself.-Me
quote me ahaha. i say some noteworthy shit. Im trying my best not to typo too much. i hate typos =_=;
okay! Astro boy is the new stagename. Blackstar is the alias. yahoo >:D
im finished for now. thanks for the read.
Peace and love
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i dont think people understand how essential a "DSi Get!" is to my happiness. the ds became an extention of my hand for some time. this new one will be my greatest companion.
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I know this blog is messy but im no good at format and i have a few unrelated things to say. I may hae different stagenames all the time but i will always have a Soul similar to Blackstar. dont doubt that. I am a constantly changing person. Improving. hahaha.
To say that you are greater than me is to fool yourself.-Me
quote me ahaha. i say some noteworthy shit. Im trying my best not to typo too much. i hate typos =_=;
okay! Astro boy is the new stagename. Blackstar is the alias. yahoo >:D
im finished for now. thanks for the read.
Peace and love
10.4.09
Simple and clean
My life is simple.
I wake up late.
I eat a bowl of cereal.
I gather clothes and take a shower.
I talk to my baby turtle.
I start my computer.
I eat again.
I use my computer for many hours.
I stay up late, flirting with girls I know i cant have via internet, reading manga, and gaming.
I lay down in bed, sleep for two hours, wake up, keeping my eyes closed until ten or so.
then i repeat.
the processes are not complex.
what is complicated is my world.
The one only I live in.
My head.
My mind is full of insecuirities, false empowerments, grand wishes and dreams, and hopeful intentions.
i day dream constantly.
In my mind, i am perfect.
I just wish everybody else felt the same about themselves.
I spend a far too unhealthy amount of time alone.
I have a lot of time to reflect on things.
I think alot.
I'm terribly lonely.
I'm sad i guess i could say.
i dont need to ramble any further.
Thanks for the read.<3
Dim the lights on my stage for a bit. i'll let the spotlight shine on YOU for a while. i can share my light for a bit while i fall back and regroup.
I wake up late.
I eat a bowl of cereal.
I gather clothes and take a shower.
I talk to my baby turtle.
I start my computer.
I eat again.
I use my computer for many hours.
I stay up late, flirting with girls I know i cant have via internet, reading manga, and gaming.
I lay down in bed, sleep for two hours, wake up, keeping my eyes closed until ten or so.
then i repeat.
the processes are not complex.
what is complicated is my world.
The one only I live in.
My head.
My mind is full of insecuirities, false empowerments, grand wishes and dreams, and hopeful intentions.
i day dream constantly.
In my mind, i am perfect.
I just wish everybody else felt the same about themselves.
I spend a far too unhealthy amount of time alone.
I have a lot of time to reflect on things.
I think alot.
I'm terribly lonely.
I'm sad i guess i could say.
i dont need to ramble any further.
Thanks for the read.<3
Dim the lights on my stage for a bit. i'll let the spotlight shine on YOU for a while. i can share my light for a bit while i fall back and regroup.
6.4.09
Delusional Determination
I have big dreams.
I have the biggest dreams of anyone else alive.
This world is MY stage.
I will be the greatest being to ever live.
Always pushing myself.
Always succeeding.
Always Improving.
I am BlackStar.
I have the biggest dreams of anyone else alive.
This world is MY stage.
I will be the greatest being to ever live.
Always pushing myself.
Always succeeding.
Always Improving.
I am BlackStar.
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