Morning breaks

i woke up this morning with my eyes glued shut. well, i wish they were, i was forcing them closed. you see, I live life differently from the rest of my family. In the mornings, everyone is scuffling and struggling to get someplace on time. while i just sit, and endure their noisyness and try to aqcuire a few odd minutes of sleep. once they are gone, everythings okay. hha i do enjoy my solitude. which is most likely an aqcuired taste for i am always alone. Lonliness is inevitable. I've witnessed this. I simply dont have enough means/motivation to contact people. Of course, getting my DSi, my Phone, and even later on my motorcycle will force me to be more open to the world, but for now, I'm happy with my nearly Hikikimori status. plus I get to completely express myself to a certain someone living in a land far far away. Not crazy lmgreatao.(laughmygreatassoff) I totally ninja'd that from charles hamiltons blog, only putting my own spin on it. hah. lately ive been alright i guess. almost losing my temper though. Do Not Want. i let things build up too often. maybe i should shadow box today? before when i was mad, id throw megaman into my ds and pwn robots. but since i lost it(i have a hunch that it was stolen) i cant do that.
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i dont think people understand how essential a "DSi Get!" is to my happiness. the ds became an extention of my hand for some time. this new one will be my greatest companion.
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I know this blog is messy but im no good at format and i have a few unrelated things to say. I may hae different stagenames all the time but i will always have a Soul similar to Blackstar. dont doubt that. I am a constantly changing person. Improving. hahaha.

To say that you are greater than me is to fool yourself.-Me
quote me ahaha. i say some noteworthy shit. Im trying my best not to typo too much. i hate typos =_=;

okay! Astro boy is the new stagename. Blackstar is the alias. yahoo >:D

im finished for now. thanks for the read.

Peace and love