As he transforms to a whole other being

so hopeless
no roach clip
under this stress
but still wont forfeit
-Rei

okay, i guess you need preparation for my blog because i obviously warned you with that "okay" ahhah. this new kid cudi is nice. he inspires me alot. charles too. people r probably gonna think im biting. its cool, i dont really care too much. what to say....

My day was lame.my eyes have been bugging all damn day. late night maple story session killed me. and i didnt get anything done ahah. ive been watching some j drama. one was suggested to me by a myspace friend. i dont like the term "myspace friend" it kinda feels phoney. well completely phoney.

i am itching to do more music. ive been trying too hard to do collaborations with a friend. a drifting one. he doesnt have the time i require i guess. im super serious about music. im thinking of beats i should get or concepts i can formulate ideas from. but only absent mindedly. I dont feel like im "going" anywhere. I dont like that.

I always want to improve. or at least become more diverse. Something. I mean i am the great black star. People will soon find out. either they will think im crazy or just creative. or both. i dont mind really.
religious people make me mad.
they are so scared of me. of what i can say without feeling any obligated or guilty weight.
well, im gonna listen to some beats and hopefully write a bit.
later blog.