The good times are killing me

Modest mouse never disappoints.

well, i havent blogged for a long while.I'm RP'ng as sasuke with perry haah. its fun. okay, well last night Laura kept me up til one on teh phone. shes great, she cares alot.One thing i need to get off my 18 year old over protective chest. I crave a conversation with Sonata. well thats her current myspace username. I really have an interest in talking to her, but Sora likes to cling. I dont want another freak out to be added to his record. and another frustrated calming of myself in order not to hate him added to mine. the chump.
I watched the first two episodes of Dragon Ball Kai today. I'm satisfied. its dragon ball z the way it SHOULD have been. No crap. No more fifty episode draw outs. kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
lmgreatao ahahaha.

i unlocked a few new characters in Jump Ultimate Stars today. That game is dope. im starting to get an idea of the mission types. The text is ENTIRELY japanese. haah. I can manage though. I just downloaded a game called Exteel. Its pretty impressive. For the most part, its a multiplayer shootem up. but what makes it interesting is that you can customize your mech and weapon sets. you can also level up, who doesnt like leveling up? LOSERS. thats who.
well, part of me wants to explore my interest in Sonata further, meanwhile my other, more level headed side wants nothing more than to be happy with Laura. I am as loyal as a dog when it comes to girls. so there is no threat to my future girlfriend(s). yet, i will always remain curious and kind towards the opposite sex.
I truly care for fems. I love them. I will forever be crippled by my adoration for the female sex. And i dont care. I just hope my future girlfriends can understand.
coming to another point, im frkn lonely. i havent dated a girl since Sarra. and we split around october, if i remember properly. its may now. the end of it. I dont want to make any rash decisions just because im bleeding for a womans touch. I'm a very lonely and depressed person. its pretty much the most significant swing of the hammer against the chisel over the marble rock of my persona. that was a long one, but i liked it.

Depression fuels the human psyche so powerfully. a single fit of depression-inspired rage can change your life as you know it. for better or for worse. I have a calm and cool demeanor, as much as i hate to give him credit, i might have inherited it from my father. The goku to my gohan, if you will. I handle anger very well. It's one of the things that sets me apart from most people in the world. i honestly think before i act. Instinctively.

this is all im gonna say for now,
-Rei, out.