hectic hesitancy.

I am back in this predicament. hahahah. I find it funny and entertaining along with frustrating. My life is interesting. Well it seems like i always get left with multiple options when it comes to girls. rarely easy decisions. but that's what makes it interesting.

Laura is a young freshman. I'm listening to her Lily Allen profile song right now. shes cool. has braces. shes cool. we still haven't met in person. shes cool. (she has lolz of cool points) i got her into manga ;3 i am pretty proud of that. We text a lot. the only problems really are that she's a freshman and i am about to be 18.

the other girl, I'm not going to get into right now. but I'll just say that she has a family that i don't have too much respect for, and a certain someone wont like me being close to her. should be interesting.

well well, aren't i honest!
i feel its the best way to live life. I don't like secrets or postponing the inevitable.

so i need to establish a few things. i don't care to share them here at the moment. Fuck it i hate secrets. I'm texting Virginia right now. (I've actually nicknamed the girls by their location.) i need to tell her that i am talking to greenfield and soledad. and that boundaries need to be established to isolate my feelings and direct them toward my current objectives. these two girls are in close proximity and have loads to offer me and I them.

my services as a protector are going to be in effect soon. with the distance we have i cant do my part.(geared toward Virginia) well, this isnt exactly tough, because im only assembling words in a sentence to get what i truly want to be said across. whats difficult is that i am trying to do it in a fashion that wont cause you to feel any negative emotion.

hmmmm.
i think thats all for now. i dont want to keep my brother up any longer.
oh! my birthdays in a day and im getting my dsi woot woot :D
also i am securing bonds with dion. He's a great person.

love and peace
-Rei.