30.7.09

Let me have it all

sometimes i think,
I could be like jesus and save the worlds sin
or i could be like bowser, and steal your girlfriend
the whirlwind in my brain has twirled into a flame
the girl yelling my name's the one endearing the fame
and im infatuated with being a lame, the uncool kid
turned to a cool kid, a problem child, the one you shouldnt fool with
but you do, shit, what could he do? trip?
get mad?
isnt he the nerd who just randomly gets sad?
manic depressant, stuck in his stagnant progression,
victim of standard aggressions, he could relax and accept it,
but, nah
he'd rather fight it out,
but what is he to do when there's nothing to fight about?
doubt,
injected in every thought in his head,
remember back, when he thought he was dead
but im alive now.

28.7.09

righteous musconduct

Update.
Django is here. Rei is reserved for my fembot. (miss you babe)
Anyway, I always let anime characters determine how i handle situations.
thats what django personifies. For now, everyones gonna get my insane library of anime inspired behaviors. I am uncool. and i MEAN it when i say im a geek.

not like those poseurs with glasses that think that qualifies them to be geeks.

anyway!
im going to try and keep my mind occupied >:3

23.7.09

update today

im a sucker.
i miss Misaki already. it hasnt even been 24 hours :\
i feel terrible. i should sonic the hedgehog right now and bury myself in music.
i need to release a mixtape anyway.

People are still deluding themselves with religion, and people are still finding security in the wrong places.

Im losing my need to be just. i just dont care anymore. im gonna live to make MYSELF happy.

ftw usually means for the win when i say it.
but today. Fuck the world.

18.7.09

i'll be seeing you.

now this is the session

im bout to do a little tongue flexing,

if you like it then respect it

if you dont then it's expected

dont expect to be accepted

when im steppin in the entrance

now, arent i the coolest dude you know?

I'm like a retarded river with my stupid flow,

ya'll be spitting hot lies, but the truth is cold,

And i've been STUCK on chill, truth be told

But on the real, can you tell me what you're thinking dawg?

You cant feel me, like i cut your fuckin fingers off?

You must be smoking on a tree, AND the stinking log

Cuz on a muthafuckin beat, im a freaking hog,

like a pig in a thong on a stripper pole,

And this's a Django song if ya didnt know,

and the wait goes on,

the wait's so long,

im glad that you'd wait so long

v_2

17.7.09

being birthed once more.

today I am reborn.

I am who i was yesterday.

yet, i am not.

with every new day, i become more.

more conscious, more tactful, more hungry for life.

Valisari is my new family.

Together we face the world.

alone, we face ourselves.

I am now, Django of the Valisari.

Django, out.

14.7.09

day light

i live a life of amazing, impenetrable shields of light :]
I am the man who will surpass god. that statement alone scares some people. those individuals, or (sheep) just fail to understand. though i am misunderstood, i am not unhappy. Although all of us want to be understood, a part of us wants to be difficult to comprehend. Life is full of contradictions, but thats what makes things interesting.

but yeah, im trying to be a bodyguard(Yojimbo anyone?) if you need a protector i am willing to bargain salary and content of pay. trust me. it will be worth it.

peace and love,
Django out.

13.7.09

broke your momentum

where am i going?

I honestly dont think thats a valid question.

it doesnt really matter as long as im alive.

the man who will surpass god needn't trouble himself with trivial thoughts.

thoughts that you many many mere mortals have.

(this new keyboard is freaking 1337)
i feel like i can type amillie words a second.

lately ive been remaining stagnant. just spending my days enjoying myself.

but not moving forward at all.

i need to apply for work.

i cant fund my hobbies of my parents money drops.

that drop rate is zetta low.

this is rei, signing out.

peace and love.

10.7.09

stagnant progression

Right now, im in a state of Stagnant Progression.
Im not going anywhere, but I still seem to be improving.
Nothing i say is set in stone, for I like to improve upon everything as much as i can.
I enjoy optimization.

more on that never.

im spending some overdue time in cyberspace. I missed it.
i dont have anything particular to blog about.
other than im working on my lowQ ep

peace and love

5.7.09

i have been neglecting you

sorry blog.
anyway, i have not been spending much time in cyberspace lately. But i will return to you soon enough, for you are my home and i love you :)

anyway, i have a girlfriend now, and she is aw3som3. I also think its hilarious how many girls give me attention once im off the "Available" list. im not talking to you sarra, you always gave me attention :)

its also fun to watch there reactions to what i tell them about said girlfriend. ahha hmmmm, blablabla religious disputes with fernanHO. uhhhh, i just wanna write a rap right now, so i will see you around.
all 5 of you.(haha)
^_^