Simple and clean

My life is simple.

I wake up late.

I eat a bowl of cereal.

I gather clothes and take a shower.

I talk to my baby turtle.

I start my computer.

I eat again.

I use my computer for many hours.

I stay up late, flirting with girls I know i cant have via internet, reading manga, and gaming.

I lay down in bed, sleep for two hours, wake up, keeping my eyes closed until ten or so.

then i repeat.

the processes are not complex.

what is complicated is my world.

The one only I live in.

My head.

My mind is full of insecuirities, false empowerments, grand wishes and dreams, and hopeful intentions.

i day dream constantly.

In my mind, i am perfect.

I just wish everybody else felt the same about themselves.

I spend a far too unhealthy amount of time alone.

I have a lot of time to reflect on things.

I think alot.

I'm terribly lonely.

I'm sad i guess i could say.

i dont need to ramble any further.

Thanks for the read.<3
Dim the lights on my stage for a bit. i'll let the spotlight shine on YOU for a while. i can share my light for a bit while i fall back and regroup.